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Jack Maynard

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first: 2021-03-08
most recent: 2021-03-08
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“And I'm still making my money and everything like that. And I think, you know, I look at, I'm probably not going to be 30 years old making like these kind of YouTube videos anyway. Who knows? So it's like, realistically, I look at my life probably trying to go into that kind of direction, just building something else.”
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“I think I'm looking like being completely honest with you, it's kind of like probably looking more into like businesses and like business and having like I said I've got my own like production company right now that's doing probably way better than I thought it was going to be doing at this point, which is good. So like things like that just growing it as much as I can and you know kind of the classic I want to be like a boss and across so many things Not that I'm not working, but you know. Not like I've got a nine to five type thing. So it's kind of like I was doing YouTube. It's like, oh, I could kind of do whatever I wanted with my days, but I knew I had to do X amount of things.”
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“Comes off to them. I'm like, yeah, because you know, my dad does fine for himself. He's like three kids, and we've all turned out fine. And we've all done well for ourselves. Sometimes I feel like I would be so much happier, but at that same time, I'm like, oh my God, when I look back at some of the things I've done in my life, I'm like. Amazing. I'm like so proud of myself for some of the things I've done in the moment. It felt pretty cool. But when I look back at it, I'm like, that was like.”
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“Think the main one I'd probably say is there's like a lot of pressure like, but I'm the one putting that pressure on myself. No one's putting pressure on me. But it's just a lot of like self pressure. Like I'm in control of like everything. I say it's a diary or like CEO. I'm like my own boss. I'm in control of everything I do. I'm in control of all my finances. Like what comes in, like what goes out. It's all just kind of on me. So if I stop, you know, it all stops. If I work my hardest, then hopefully it kind of pays off. So it's just a lot of pressure in terms of, you know, wanting to keep going and like also expand like taking like every opportunity you can get. That's why I went from YouTube and I did radio and then I was like, oh, I want to break that barrier to TV. And then I started DJing and doing like music and going on tour and all these things. It was like just grabbing every opportunity I can to kind of grow as much as I possibly can. But it's like exhausting. It definitely takes a toll. And sometimes you do need to kind of step back. But also, like I said, if I stop, kind of everything stops.”
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“Yeah, it was in like the fact that is my first relationship sometimes. She's like, you know, I wish you'd maybe had a girl from Vivor, you'd know this or that and the other. But I think she also likes the fact that. She's my first.”
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“Like where I was at to then meet someone and be in those positions where normally I would be uncomfortable sounds kind of like cringy but having her there makes me feel like so much better without her even knowing it just being with someone and whatever makes you feel you know so good and I've actually never been in a relationship really. So this is kind of like my first relationship, which I don't know if she likes or not, really.”
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“It's amazing. Definitely do it. But it's just like amazing being, you know, so comfortable with someone. I think for me, especially that was like a massive thing. So being so uncomfortable in so many situations.”
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“People think I'm saying like anti-happier, I feel. I just feel like so much. Happier. I look at the days of when being single and like wanting to go out and do all these things. And like, or like dating and stuff, like I look at it now like, oh my God, so much like.”
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“Need for me to do that, but also my brother got a girlfriend in his prime of like his career. And I think he'd, you know, be the first to say that it. I'm not saying this is for everyone at all, but my experience at kind of held him back, not in terms of she held him back, but, you know, just having a girlfriend, you have different priorities and different focuses and stuff. They're focusing on their life. Yeah, so I just like didn't have any real intentions.”
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“Yeah, I didn't really date then, to be honest with you, because there was like two things. One I had in my head of like, you know, I'm just so focused on what I'm doing right now. And I didn't purposely not, but I didn't put much effort into, you know, it wasn't really one of my priorities whatsoever. And I was just having, you know, I was enjoying. I was like living life. I was having so much fun. And like all of my friends were singular as well. So just, I don't know, just didn't happen whatsoever. There was no.”
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“Yeah, it's definitely not like easy having a lockdown relationship, but we also don't know anything else because we met like the beginning of last year. Because we were neighbors basically, we were like, Our apartments, doors opposite each other, and I moved in like the first week of March last year. So that's kind of like how we met. She had a dog, so there was lots of dog dates basically.”
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“No, I wasn't. Do you know what? I was nervous that I was going to get nervous about So, when it came to it, I was like, oh, I don't want to get to the day and be like. I feel a bit like weird. Yeah, I feel like honestly completely fine, like I said. Of furly had.”
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“You just have to be at home a lot. So, I do definitely feel like comfortable, and I think it's been quite good for my mental health. And now when I have the days where I go out and I've got like, you know, a day of work or something, I've got new loads of things. I'm really happy to kind of be out Stuff, so it's kind of like, yeah, I think it's again.”
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“Yeah, like mental health, I feel pretty good. Like right now, I definitely have my days about a month ago. I had like a weird week I was like trying to help a friend who was going through it. But they, well, who had just finally started talking about it and didn't know what was going on. And I was just explaining how it was with me. And it was like, that was the first time I spoke about it in like quite a while. So it just kind of made me, it just brings it all to just, yeah, brings it to service. It made me feel a bit like funny. A few days, but to be honest with you, I think, like I said, a lot of my problems were. When I was going to things and trying to do something where I felt really uncomfortable, kind of out of your comfort zone, I was kind of with lockdown”
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“Honestly, I was so happy with how far I got. It was like a, you know, kind of had to be there moment when you're going through all that to understand how hard it is to do that for that long. Like two people get to the edge, or two people got to the end of the show. So I was like, yeah, I was so happy with how far I got. And that really made me feel like just so much better. And it kind of showed me like, you know, just physical exercise and that is so good for your mental health. So I carried on running after that and like training really hard because in the buildup I was training like twice a day for like two months.”
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“Those kind of things, and it really showed me like, you know, if you just commit, it's going to make me feel so much better. Afterwards, if I stick through and just persevere and then. At the same time, I was like, well, I've left after like completing something, so it's kind of like a good sign off for me. I didn't get something and be like, no, thanks. I'm going to go. So like I kind of, I was like, look, I'm just going to. This one tick this off, and then yeah, it's probably time to go because I can feel like I'm gonna like die or like everything's so much pain. I was just like, yeah, I mean, beyond exhausted.”
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“But also, I was like so physically hurt and had like one injury that was like really annoying me. But and I remember thinking, yeah, cool, I'm gonna get to tomorrow and see how I feel if it like still really hurts as in I was at a point where I couldn't like run it's more like a fast limp like And we got like halfway through that day. We just played a game called Murderball, which you can imagine is really fun. Which involves being like rugby tackled by Tony Bellu and stuff like that so. After that, I was like, I'm done. But the thing that made me a lot happy about it, one, I got further than I ever thought, especially the days before, further than I ever thought I'd got. I never thought in a million years when I feel like that I could be able to achieve”
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“When we're kind of going to a task, that's when I have the thing to pull out. I want to leave. And in the show, that's the kind of point you pull out when you've kind of reached your limit. And for me, definitely for me, a bigger part, although physically, I mean, it was just hell. It was how I got so hurt doing it, like everywhere. But for me, it was definitely a way bigger mental battle. And I think. Probably everyone in there would say the same because it's. Y'all are thinking, I don't need to do this if I get to the end or not, it doesn't actually really make a difference to me. Really hit my limit about God, it was like four days in. I think it was like a seven day thing. It was like the fourth day. Mentally, I was”
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“Different way. So, yeah, I was just kind of talking to them, talking to her, and I definitely said, calm down. Just like, hey, do you know what? Yeah, obviously do it, Jack. And I did want to do it, these things crazy. I want to give it a go. Like, you know, that piece of me still in me like, ah. I wish I, if it was more like I still had to kind of do that, I was like, right, let's go. And yeah, just kind of got on with it. Had like very highs and lows in there every time we finish the task, I'd feel literally like on top of the world, like everyone in there, you know, I just accomplished something I never thought. I'd be able to do, especially with how I was feeling.”
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“And yeah, there was this kind of one woman there who was like. Be the exact or like a producer, maybe the exact producer, but she was like my go-to girl. And she made me do it because, like I said, I spoke to the therapist for ages and I was still a bit like, oh God, he gave me that very good thing of like, you know, one step at a time. He's like, get ready, go downstairs, see how you feel. Next step, you know, you're ready when you're just getting the car and get to the location and see how you feel. And it was like, that was like, again, they were like words of wisdom to me at that point. So I was like, I'm not going to be able to do it. So I'm just thinking to the end of the show, how the hell am I going to do seven days?”
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“I knew we had to leave at like nine. They like knocked my door. They're like, Oh, Jack, like, you ready? I was not ready. At least I did. I was like, Like cry, I was like so emotional. I was like all over the place. It was like, really, I'd never been so bad. It was really weird. I felt like very uncontrollable. I was like, can I use your phone? I think I need to speak to the therapist guy. I was on the phone to him for about two hours. I pushed back the whole first day of filming so much. But they were like, Amazing. They were honestly so good because, look, realistically, I think they knew I wanted to do it. I probably was going to do it, but I was having a serious moment. They also knew that my mental health was in like a really bad place at the time. They were amazingly understanding and kind of patient with me.”
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“That's actually what it was. And the best thing that happened that they took my phone, otherwise I would have pulled out. I guarantee it. But they had like therapists on the show that I would like, I'd spoken to. Quite a bit before, and I was very open with them, and they kind of knew everyone going on. They definitely had their struggles and had their battles. And I'm not saying mine's worse than anyone's, but I was definitely very vocal about mine and was not saying it's worse than anyone else's, but I was like, this is the worst it's ever been for me. Like, this is the worst I've ever been. Prepare yourselves for me to be like a nightmare. And yeah, like I said, I didn't people say like, oh, I didn't get a second sleep the night before. I literally didn't. I just sat there like staring like freaking Freaking out, and I was just like,”
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“Like the night before as I got there, I got to Scotland and like the morning of, I tried to like pull out. So they took again when we got there, they took our phones off because that, you know, just can't, we see everyone who's on the show. So we can't text people, oh, guess who's in the show? And then they leak the stories or whatever.”
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“And I haven't been back since because I think I will happily say that doing SAS saved me somehow. It gave me like a new lease of life. Not like I said, not saying it's gone away by any means, but. Just a thing there or thinking, I mean, if I can do this and this being at like six o'clock in the morning, jumping out of a helicopter backwards into literally like freezing cold water in the middle of winter in Scotland. I can definitely go and do a podcast or something like that. And that's kind of like what I like by. And I still think of it sometimes. I'm like, oh my God, Jack, come on. When I was, and at that point, I was honestly at my absolute worst.”
2021-03-08 · The Diary of a CEO · Jack Maynard: The Untold Story: How Being Thrown Out The Jungle Changed My Life Forever · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Yeah, no way. I'd have been honestly when my brother would like talk about his anxieties and like when he'd feel weird or wouldn't want to come do anything I like be like what are you talking about like It was literally like just get over it. Come on, you'll be fine. That was like the classic thing. Oh, come on, you'll be fine. What could possibly go wrong in his mind? He's like, listing all the things that go wrong. It's just, you think of the worst case scenario, pretty much. So, yeah, once I kind of understood it a lot more. Had my reasons. Which helped me kind of get over it a little bit. I then did kind of stop seeing her. This was all very close, like. The show. I kind of stopped once the show started, for instance.”
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“Of, I don't know, I think so, you're not doing it for me. I love being distracted. So I'd always like TikTok, for instance, is like the perfect app for that I always found because it was like, it's really quick and it's like funny and like it would always like kind of it was always just really funny. It kind of put me in a good mood. It's like really quick. So, if I was in an Uber, I'd try and do something like that or watch some YouTube videos and just keep my mind off kind of what I'm going to do.”
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“It was strange. It did make me feel a lot better. Like I said, for me, I think this is just who I am. I think some people love talking about things and just getting it off their chest. And it helps them that way. For me, it was just the understanding. Once I understood it, and then like I said, I figured out ways to kind of deal with it as well. I don't think it ever goes away. You just figure out ways to deal with it. I think if I'd got an Uber here, I'd have probably actually been like more nervous. I don't think I wouldn't have cancelled, but I'm not at that level. But I would have still probably been a bit more like...”
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“And would not be thinking about eating. I wouldn't even get hungry though. I would just not eat anything like the whole day. I'd lost like loads of weight from it as well.”
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“Last minute because I'd be like, oh, I can do it, I can do it. And then it would come to the time, and I'd be like, no way. I can't even like get in the car. And drive here, but it was just, yeah, and it would explain why, yeah, your body is literally feeling that way and it's because it was like, oh, it make you feel incredibly nauseous and stuff because your body is like scared and sent to endanger and things you need to escape a situation. So it like your body the last thing your body's worried about is like digesting something. So I always had the single zar is like I never wanted to eat when I was anxious”
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“Yeah. So it was just like, yeah, pretty much. That's why it was like a PTSD thing for me because I felt in a similar situation. When the whole army celeb thing happened, really, like I said, at the time, I didn't even know if it was that, but when she kind of broke it down to me, when do you think it will start? And it just made so much sense for it to be because of that. Like it was all around work and like certain situations that were all similar to then because I'd kind of go to say an event, I just, yeah, you feel like I'm known as the kid you got kicked off misleading. Anywhere I go, that would always, you know, people would always be kind of talking about it. I honestly before then I probably would not have been able to do this. And there's a high chance I'd have like cancelled.”
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“It was honestly the science behind it. It explained the signals that your brain's sending out to your stomach and stuff because it's like you're in a sense of panic. It's like imagine you walk across and you're about to get hit by a car and you had like loads of adrenaline type thing afterwards like that. It's a massive sense of panic, and your body wants to get out of something, get away from a situation. They use examples from like the caveman times. It's like your body is like sensing danger. There is none. This is kind of the whole problem with it. Like nothing's really happening. You're just scared of nothing. You know, usually you do kind of get through it and you're.”
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“Like the biggest weight, and that was it was the same kind of thing. I was like, now I understand why these things are happening and it's not like.”
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“Then she just, yeah, like explained it to me and Of my worst things was basically it made me feel like physically ill. Like, I always feel like I'd want to leave because it made me feel like I was in throw up or something like there and then I felt like I was holding it. But it was like, yeah, really, really bad. Like, you can't imagine how bad it was And then the best thing that she did was, she gave me this book. It was called The Idiot Brain, and it explains. Your body reacts to the feeling of anxiety and like depression, and like, you know, the whole fight or flight type thing. And it basically just completely broke it down as to why I feel everything I do whilst it's happening. And that light again. Like I said when I spoke to my friends, it made me feel like, oh, just that one thing.”
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“Pretty much, I was Think that's like quite dramatic. I was like, I don't even feel like qualified to be labelled as something like that because I'm not getting like shot at somewhere.”
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“Yeah, filmed in like November. Was like, yeah, probably like September ish. It was like so bad. So I was like, yeah, I think you're right. I probably should. I've never been to the therapist before, so I was anxious about that in itself, which was really weird. Speaking time and I'm feeling like you want to like. Been like you're going to want you want to die in this room because it's just so, yeah, I don't even know what I was thinking at the time to be honest with you, but. It was horrible So, yeah, being a therapist like three, four times a week doing all this, just trying to figure it out before on the show. And then she's just like, yeah, it sounds like you've got PTSD basically. And I was like, what? I was like. When I hear that, I just think of like the army.”
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“Where, like, my anxiety and everything and my panic is, I mean, the worst it's ever been. I didn't even want to leave my house and just, yeah, straight away my manager's like, I think it's time to see a therapist.”
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“Or like celeb juice or something like that. So I'm going to sit there for the evening. I was like What the hell am I going to do here? Because I just know in the back of my head, I'm saying yes to all these things I'm just like, I'm like, yes, why not? And, you know, they explained it to me as, you know, they were pretty black and white about it. Like, he wanted this to be like his big TV comeback and all of this. And I knew that was going to A massive part of my storyline. I was like, oh God, because I know I'm going to say yes to do this and I'm going to want to not do it. I don't want to do it, but you can't turn down something like this. You can't turn down a show that big. So obviously, I've said yes and I'm going through with it. And then, yeah, it kind of gets to the point.”
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“I was like terrified. But I think I would have anyway because SAS is a, it's crazy. That is like the craziest show. I mean, correct me if I'm wrong, but I'd probably say it's the hardest show there is the hardest show there is to do. So I was just, I remember thinking, why do I always get these really hard shows?”
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“Yeah. And then there was just like kind of a gap between nothing, just kind of same old, probably doing a bit more work, but at the same time, still wasn't feeling great. But I think it had kind of like calmed down a bit. And I figured out little ways to deal with it. And then, yeah, SAS.”
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“And then, yeah, understood what it was. And although everyone's is very different from different things and it's caused by different things, like different triggers or whatever. Are like very much the same people deal with it in different ways, of course, but it is like the same feeling and overwhelming feeling and stuff. So when they kind of explain that, you know, they all had it. My brother was really good with that because I said he'd had that anxiety really bad. He probably still does. I still do. It doesn't just disappear, but you learn to deal with it. And yeah, just having that conversation is like cliches it sounds, just talking to people about it made me feel so much better, like unexplainably better.”
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“Yeah, yeah. So I, you know, kind of explained it to all of them again. I still kept it pretty close friends and my manager because. Needed to understand. I didn't want to have to keep lying basically. I don't know. I think because she's been in the industry, I think she probably knew. What it was as well is very common. And this is what I realized when I spoke to my friends because they were just like. Yeah, like, you know, it's very normal. Everyone has it, but at the time, I said, I knew my brother had it before. Like anxiety, like depression, like everything. But I didn't want to accept those things. I didn't understand. I hadn't really done any research. I didn't really understand when I spoke to my friends.”
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“Oh, no, like, no way. I was like the life of the party in a way kind of thing. I was up for doing everything and anything. Couldn't stop me typing.”
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“Most of the time, I'd get there and I'd leave before and I'd just text some weird excuse. I've got to do this. Oh, this has come up. Sorry, I've got to go home. Or I'd pretend like I never went. I'd be like, oh, yeah, no, I'm just not feeling great, not going to come. So they were just like, what the hell is going on?”
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“Was just like not myself, like I said, I was. One of the main ones I remember is my friend Josh's birthday, and I had this thing of because I knew I would always want to not go and leave these events or dinners or whatever, I'd go early. It's like 20 minutes early so I could kind of get there. They sit at the table and just like calm down type thing. It's essentially like I was having like an anxiety attack pretty much like once I got there when I was on the way. So I get there and like kind of get past it and then like get on with my night type thing and hopefully feel a bit better.”
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“And then, yeah, eventually my friends kind of clocked on, like, okay, something's really wrong. And I think they kind of knew it was my brother's beating through it before, like really badly before me. It was like him and a few others. And they just kind of like, yeah, like all sat me down. And yeah, it's kind of like opened up to everyone.”
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“Yeah, it was just like I didn't want to do anything. I didn't want to have to face doing those things. Basically, now looking back on it, I had like a complete loss of confidence. I kind of felt like, oh, I wasn't good enough to do any of these things. I was like a shell of like my former self. I said before, I had like nothing. I was so excited to do that show. I was kind of going in there to win it and everything. Whereas now at that point, if they asked me, oh my God, even if I hadn't been on it type thing before myself at the same time, they asked me, I'd have probably had to be like, I don't think I can do it. Because I don't think I'd have had it in meter. Kind of push through”
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“It was like going through hell just to do like just to go to like a meeting or something. I had no idea what it was and I was very quiet about it. I never like spoke to anyone, which was obviously... Making it worse and then.”
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“Yeah, so it was like, so like I said, I wasn't facing it for ages and then like a year later or 18 months later. Yeah, just started feeling like awful, like really anxious like all the time and like just super like depressed. But at the time I didn't know it was that. I just felt really weird. I was like, what the hell is wrong with me? Even like go for like dinner with my friends about wanting to desperately even feeling like so uncomfortable. Like my safe place was like at my home. I just wanted to be at home, became like a bit of an introvert. So I didn't want to do anything that massively affected my work in terms of I just couldn't. Going to any kind of meetings or anything, doing any kind of work. For me to do that, I'd literally have to like.”
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“Oh my god, I like to think I probably actually won't go anything as bad as that ever again. Like the toll, it kind of took on me like my mental health and everything. But that didn't kind of come until like a year after because I think, like I said, although I was very upset and I kind of brushed it all under the rug type thing and just put on like a happy face. Do you know what? Whatever, kind of time to go on with it. But me, it was like, I've definitely learned a lot from this. Like I know now what is and like absolutely isn't acceptable and how to deal with those things and like move forward and just how to face the horrendous situations like that. And like I said, hold my hands up and fully take like the blame, obviously, but it was just like.”
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“That's not the person, what is it? Then he was like, everyone was just very divided I think it was to sum it up, you know, I apologize loads of times on TV or my YouTube channel in like newspapers and everything.”
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