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Jesse Lingard

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“Felix said I'll make it when I'm 23, when I'm 33, 34. So, you know, I always believed in him, always believed in me. I think when David Moy's coming, I weren't ready to play 13 football yet. And then I think Special on the Van Game of confidence to play. Still, it was difficult because I was at a stage where. I played the first game on the Vanguard. Six months out. January came went on to And then the season after that was when we kind of make or break. So I left it till October time. And if I won't, play none done, I knew I needed to leave. And then he played me at CSK Moscow away Champions League. Starting? Okay. Freezing, cold minus five whatever it was Runy was like don't wear gloves. Like, what? He said, don't wear gloves. Don't wear gloves, played wool, and after that stayed in the team. So it's kind of a make or break time for me.”
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“She shall know about down. If I say leave him, she's like, Yeah, yeah, I'll block him, block him. Look, she'll unblock him the next day. difficult”
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“And it's like, and I know my mum's dealing with this, and I'm like, how can you deal with that? Thinking, how can you deal with this? And it's blocking him. She just likes the attention, she loves it.”
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“Should believe it. I don't know, we'd go probably, we'd go somewhere like me, my mum, Daisy and maybe Traffic Centre or something. The guy would be texting, like, where are you? Like, what are you doing? Who you with? What's with the family? No, you're not. No, you're not, no, you're not.”
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“That's what she did. She wanted someone to. Because she's got friends, but she doesn't go out with her friends and be social I feel like her having someone. She could go to his house, she could do things with him, she could be happier. But on the other side, it's like they're not good for you though They kind of bring you down”
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“Yeah, she picks... The best pupil, to be honest She puts a lot on narcissists. But she kind of thrives off that for some reason. The bad boys. You know, the situation that we're in. You can't Going out with these guys and doing what you're doing with these guys because it comes back to me. They've had a lot of drama. Most of them, to The last guy hung himself Know what narcissists are like one minute, he'll be giving her the world and then next he'd be like who you with like who you texting blah blah blah I'm like, mum, these guys are not good for you, mum. Like, they're not good for you. But somehow she thrives off them situations and gets a buzz off it and becomes happy. So I was in a situation where it's like... Do you want me to be happy? Being with these guys Bring it back down to earth. So it was a difficult situation, but.”
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“Get together, let's have a coffee, let's sit down, you know, documentary really, you know, walking up and realise life's too short to, you know, because you're becoming games and... He'd be asking. I'll sit in the stands. I know it shouldn't be like that, but that's how it is. But he wants that, you know, togetherness again, but I can never see my mum doing it. Never see my mum giving him time of days, to”
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“One of my mum, I'm a nun and granddad, like, we'd always say, Love you, like, how are you, okay? But dad's side, not much, like, really hug, more of a, you know, fist pump, but, you know, sometimes you'll see that love inside, especially from, you know, a father and me becoming a father as well, that's all I want to do with hope, you know, tell our lover, you know, express that emotion to her. So I mainly go from my mum's side, granddad, none, mainly. Like I say, I think my dad's come into a realisation where We've seen a documentary. What's the point in short life? What's the point in? Arguing all the time because my mum and dad had never seen eye to eye Can understand from my mum's perspective where she didn't want to see him, but my dad's come to our realisation where it's like, look.”
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“I think she'll still always have depression, but she can cope with it now, she can handle it because, like I said, we've got the right to water system around. Still, it's like I say, I've got my little brother and sister who she looks after, and you know what, she's come on, my mum's come on leaps and bounds, to Especially from even a documentary. She was nervous to do that. Like, she was crying in the car. Like, the director spoke to her and said, you're going to be involved in it. She was crying, like, didn't know whether she's caught with it. You know, she found the courage, found a motivation to do it. Still a big thing, even though she's going through what she's going through. But like I say, we can handle certain situations now”
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“Before we went to It was strange for me because I knew I trained next day, but for her, that was probably natural and normal. I mean, like, it still doesn't resonate with me today. It probably doesn't resonate with her today of what was going through her head at the time, especially when I was born. Could you handle that situation of having a kid?”
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“Not really, no, I think. I think as soon as you had me, to be honest, I think it was just difficult for her to handle having a child. Like I say, my non and granddad, you know, took over most of the time, but she was still there, she was still a mother Just hard for it to deal with it. We had certain instances Would be in bed, and we should be trying to stretch my legs and that. I'm like, what's happening? I didn't know what was going on. I didn't know she had depression at the time. I was at such a young age. But for her, it was just normal for her. And she stretched out my leg like you got training tomorrow. And I'm like, what's going on? I didn't realise what was going on. So she had them phases where she do. Extraordinary stuff.”
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“I know. Just give me goose more straight away. Like, I was so emotional after that. I know what I wanted to perform at the highest level and win the game just a video on my Instagram of me hugging her. Two three minutes. There are some things that can make you happy as a person, but just to be there and get up and get changed and get dressed and have that motivation here, so that I woke up. That's what made me happy.”
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“Which is always tough, but like I say, to find out a motivation to come see me at World Cup was important for me especially because I wanted her there anyway regardless and I didn't even know she was coming until I was in the lineup singing Nashal Anthony.”
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“I think it was probably the motivation part. I just couldn't get out of bed, she just got motivated herself to get out of bed. Even when the It was thankful to be there, and I think she came for the quarterfinals, and that just made me so happy because Know not getting out of bed, not having the motivation, but she find that motivation to come and see her some player at World Cup. That was, I told her, I was really proud of her. It was brave what he did. Know every day in bird, depressed, no motivation and just to find that little bit of motivation just to come and see a son at the World Cup and not forget she's got my little sister and little brother as well. So, you know, she's got to deal with them as well.”
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“If you sleep in the daytime Me up from Probably go back to bed again, just lay in bed. Like curtain short, dark room, everything. And then obviously, you know, baff me, whatever before I go to bed and it's just sleep all night.”
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“I think she knew her, but she would never, at the time, wouldn't have really a support system to support her. She didn't have really people around her that, you know, she could go to, like, she can go to my PA now and, you know, go to the doctors and she will sort all that out. But at that time, obviously I think she knew what it was. Couldn't really caught with it, she couldn't really know how to deal with certain things. And for me, I'm just a kid, so I want to play out, have fun, play football. But for her, she just wanted to go be in bed all day. She could drop me off at school. Well, she could drop me off at school. 8 o'clock in the morning and then sleep until 3 o'clock and touch pits me. That's how bad We were really going through it.”
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“Be in bed Most days Go in, ask some money for the ice cream, like still be in bed. So me, I was happy go lucky. I'm bubbly, what is it going to play out with play football with my friends? And you don't understand, you know, the situation that your mother's in at the time were so young, so I didn't really understand what was going on. Until obviously it got brought to I said I'm about 16, 17. You can kind of understand what she's going through and things. Well, she'll never talk about it. She'll always bottle it up.”
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“And then, like I say, drive me up and up and down the motorway, Liverpool, straight back to Manchester. I would train at Liverpool for one day, have a game for United the next day. So, you know, he put the origin to get me where I wanted to be today.”
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“It was so tough, I know. And obviously she didn't have rid of the motivation to carry on. Probably she wasn't strong enough to carry on that. But for me, I always knew I wanted to be a footballer. Have him, you know, my granddad, you know, my dad, my mum around me at the time, you know, trying to push me. And it was difficult even at earlier stages because I living out of mum's couple days and my granddas are a couple of days and he's only down the road, it's like literally five minutes, but like I say, my mum couldn't really cope with me at the time. So I was back and forth from my nano granddads a lot.”
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“Because she's got to be a gymnast, but McGann was so hard on her that eventually she quit on that. But even with me, some games I'd not played the best and you're getting the car on the way home. I'd say like, look, my toes sore today. I'm trying to make excuses because he's so hard on me. But he was trying to push. He come from a good place, you know what I'm saying?”
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“Granddad's. So, he's not fit to wear a shirt, none of you fit to wear a shirt. I'm thinking at me, I'm like, I can't do nothing. He had me on weights like 10 years old, like lifting weights, went into Man United and said to one of the coaches, Tony Wheeling at the time. He said, like, you know, I'm going to get my grandson into, because obviously he was a power lifter for Great Britain. So, you know, he wanted me on the weights at an early age to try and build a bit of muscle because, you know, I was always more, he kind of drove that from, you know, being a powerlifter, you know, for Great Britain. Kind of pass it down to me, and mum was a gymnast, so it was kind of tough on her as well. Mum took it.”
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“You got a bunned a couple of times. Like, when I say we're 12 years old or playing Stoke away and he's come on the pitch after the game and said, you're not fit to wear a shirt.”
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“I mean, we were on there stuff pretty much every day. Practicing skills, learning new things. He had the belief that I'll be a footballer. And, you know, if it wasn't for him, then it wouldn't be in a situation that I'm in because he took time out of his day to take measures to practice. My brother would come down, my dad would come down. We played one touch, two touch football, you know, pretty much on a regular basis. And that was my happy place. That's where I'm most happy on a football pitch. And like I say, my granddaughter was very important in putting me. Inter Liverpool, Intercity, Inter United on trials because people recognised their talent, but he was there to push me.”
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“That was good. Obviously, mum and dad split up an early age, especially when I was born, which can make things a lot difficult. But I still had the desire, the hunger. Going training, my granddaughter taught me in training week in, week out at trials at Everton City, Liverpool. So my granddaughter was driving up and down the motorway constantly. To support me and take me to training and games. Made a decision to sign for United at nine years old. We had a great team. Likes of Pogbar, Revelle, and the team. So we had a great team I think outside of that, obviously my mum was very supportive, my dad was very supportive. He was, you know, football med. So I think that support system, especially at an early age, is important.”
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“that much abuse and I'm already down enough and I've got to perform while still trying to be Jesse like banter jokes and that but of course it's gonna affect me he's not done much at all this season already going through things but you don't know about the world on my should”
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“Was going through my head at that time. I do not know. I was drinking to try and take the paint away. We'll call that Man United. Obviously, it's so big. They can have that control over you. But people have our boys. Jesse, he asked if he could not give him a couple of days off when things are getting said about you that come on true. You gonna voice your opinion? I knew I needed to leave.”
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