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Lewis Capaldi

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“Yeah, for sure. But I questioned what I was doing a lot in lockdown as well. It kind of started it's like, fuck, if this is making me feel this bad. And it was fucking so heartbreaking as well because, sorry, I keep hitting this mic, but I was so heartbroken about it because playing live was the best bit about music. Like, I fucking hate recording albums. It's stressful. It's a pain in the ass. Promo, I get into a point where I quit like it and it's kind of like fun, but it's not like while I got into it, I fucking despise doing music videos. I hate doing photo shoots. I hate getting my photo taken. I only do all that stuff. The only reason I started writing songs was because I thought, okay, if people who I was watching, like bands like Green Day are fucking monkeys like that. I was like, oh, they write their own songs. So if I want to play live, I have to write my own songs. So the only reason I do any of this other shit or put up any of this other shit is because the...”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“It was intense for sure because do you know what? We first got announced that, well, when COVID first got announced as if it's a fucking album. Coming this summer, but I think when COVID first got Lockdowns first were announced, we were all fucking a thingy dad. I was a bit like I was meant to go on tour to an America to support Nile Horn. But having had just had the fucking horrible experience I had over the two weeks, I was in a position where I was, I don't know if I can perform live anymore without having a panic attack. It was that bad that every single night I had a panic attack, I was twitching. It was fucking horrible. People who I knew would be watching the gigs and they would come back after and be like, that wasn't, we didn't enjoy watching that gig. That was really fucking hard for us to see you in that position.”
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“And then you do it again, and the next immediate. And it's like, how are the tickets doing? There's always something else. The goalposts always fucking changing. So it's this constant sort of like state of fuck, fuck, fuck. I need to like, right. It's like that thing of like, I mean, it's Spoken about to death, but like that thing I've not been able to sit back and enjoy it because you're always on the move to the next thing and on the move to the next thing. And I think that's why during lockdown I really struggled as well because it was like on the next thing. And there is no next thing now because we're all in COVID and all this shit. And it's like, what do you do now? And then you just have all this pent up fucking.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“That's wild. So this time I'm shitting myself. But this is the problem I think the nature of the music industry is a big problem with, I mean, it's got so much better and I've had a lot of support from everyone around me. No one forces me to do anything. No one really, we were able, this is like almost unheard of, but like we weren't able to go away and make new music and bring it to the label and be like, this is the new music that we're going to put out. And they said, great, thank you. We will now do our job with this. So it's like a lot of people have maybe an ANR who's quite, oh no, you change this, change this and that. We were given like the first album on free reign to kind of go do what to do. People have always checked up on us. But I think in the music industry, maybe any industry, it's like you get a number one single and immediately it turns to, ah, yeah, but can I do it again?”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Self deprecating pattern and the rest of it. So, yeah, I mean, I don't think Second time around, it's going to be quite a, I don't know how it's going to play out. That's what I'm saying about like turning it on again and all the rest of it. It's just that's, it's going to be interesting to see how things play out this time around because it's like. I'm not just going to come out and see the same stuff”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Of just that self loathing and that sort of like that's the stuff that if I said to myself all the time I'd be like whoa you need fucking like chill out if it's like jovial and it's never stuff that like I can't change. I mean, it's not like things like that if I'm calling myself chubby. That's not like my, I can do something about that. I'm like, not what I mean. So it's something like There is an aspect as well like you kind of You get to a point and doing interviews, like especially radio stations, we do just say the same thing over and over again. So it is the same in that regard of people say it a lot like you're very self-deprecating. It's like, well, yes, but these are, I'm going to ask the same questions everywhere I go. So I'm just kind of like rewording a lot of this.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Be yeah, I think as well, yeah, look, my first album is called Divinely Uninspired to a Hellish extent, which is like kind of getting saying my album shite before, I can say my album shite. I think it's like, it's nice to take the power away from people because it's like, oh, I fucking say it first. I mean, like, it's like, I think it's quite a. As good. It takes a power away from other people, I think, in that regard. So I do think there's probably something in that. But the way I see it, I don't really feel like it's... Dragging me that, like, for example, the stuff I say to myself in my head when I'm hungover. That is like damaging stuff, like that sort of thing of like when you're hung over and you're like.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“It's the thing, it's like you don't be nice to yourself. That's the thing I'd like, I think. We kept talking like if you had like a child, would you want someone to say the things to your child that you say about yourself? I get that completely and I understand that. But I don't like self-deprecate constantly in my private life. Do you know what I mean? I don't like... As something that has become kind of synonymous with me doing interviews and all the rest of it. And I do it a lot in my private life, but not like it's not like a constant every sentence, like kind of how it is on interviews and things like that.”
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“And don't get me wrong on tour. We say some fucking horrific stuff to each other and we take the piss at each other. It's all fine because we love each other. It's grand. But I think in general, if I feels better to make people laugh at me than other people. Like, I would rather make someone laugh at me than grab somebody else and take the piss out of them before.”
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“Thing, it's maybe a bad thing as well because it maybe stops a lot of people from going to achieve things or trying to reach for stuff. I've said before, if I hadn't met my manager and my label and stuff, I would still be in pubs just playing shins at the weekend and all the rest of it. It's not like, or I'd be playing Wednesday and stuff like that because I would just not assume that this was on the cards. But I think, yeah, I think there's something nice in, don't get me wrong, around my friends I'm slagging them off like nothing else and they're doing the same to me and it's like a you kind of figure out like what your flaws are by the way your friends, the stuff your friends pick out”
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“Yeah, of course. I just think it's funny. But again, I think that's a very Scottish thing and that's a very, like, we kind of all where I grew up, everyone just took the piss out of each other. It's quite, I don't know, it's quite a bad thing and not a bad thing has gone. You never feel, you never want to get ideas above your station. When I was starting out music, I just always, I never thought we'd get to this point or that things would get to this big because I just always thought, oh, that just doesn't.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Because that's how I am. You would really, really have to say something. Horrible, but I don't know what you could say to me that I would take offense at I'm very upbringing in Scotland or just being Scottish or whatever, like I don't take offence to things really. Like I've seen some fucking ridiculous things written about me online and on Twitter and all the rest of it that really does not like”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I think it's fine. You can't go for everybody. I'm fairly aware of that. My personality is definitely not going to be for everybody. I'm fully aware of that. I think the fact that people come up, I like the fact that people feel that they can say that to me and I won't take offense”
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“100%. And it's like that sort of like it is like. Squeeze that, and I don't get it wrong. I love when people come up I love taking pictures of people. I love speaking to people and hearing people's stories about how they love the music. I get a lot of people who go, oh, I think a music's shite, but I think you're funny and all that stuff, and I'll accept that as well. That's fine, cool.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I don't know. It's just like, I don't know what, I just assume that they've probably seen something online, like a video I've done or an interview I've done, or they've heard the songs and they think, oh, his music's shade. Oh, they've seen an interview and they think, oh, fucking hate that stand them. Yeah, I don't know. I just always assume that people have got this. view of me don't like I don't know again I couldn't really put my finger on it why like I don't I don't I don't hate myself like I think I'm all right but I think I don't know if maybe that thing of being in pub in the public eye, like you're so fucking exposed. Ola shit. And it's like, yeah, it's just a bit of a I don't know, it's a bit of a bit of a. You walk into a room and you feel like. Oh, fuck”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Just something I always have, and I always like if I go to a pub. Like, I'll walk in a pub. Like, I'm like, oh fuck. People probably walking up the bar, or like, if someone comes up and says hello and I'm speaking to them and I take a picture with them, I think, oh, everyone else in this, I'm a wanker. I don't know. It's like, I don't know if it's like.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“100%, and I totally agree with that. I feel like as well, it's such a weird position to be in because you walk into a room. And as people wanky as fuck, but like, I have to assume in some regard that people are around my age have at least heard about me in passing. And I always just assume when I go in a room, I just assume people in that room don't like me. Like that's just my default position of like, I don't know why. I don't know why it is, but I just”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Yeah, I'm like, it's like we were saying before that thing of even now coming on to do the interviews and stuff, it's like, fuck, I don't know if I can do any of this shit anymore because it's been fucking ends. It's been like three years.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“One of the songs went number one in America, and I was like, There's no way I can do that again. That just seems like such a Such a Such a fucking claim and something that I'm just not capable of. It feels like someone else did it. Do you know what I mean? And now I'm like, now I'm loving”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Because I've heard that before, yeah, yeah, like even now, like. Going back to writing new music after we'd done these fucking shows, it's like I thought I was going to go in and be like, right, I've had a couple of hits. Relax, guys, here we go. This is going to be lovely, easy peasy. I was fucking second guessing myself all the time. I was like, I would start writing a song and then immediately, no, that's shit. Like just constantly self sort of like, like just fucking just that's shite, that's shit and that's shite. Looking at what we did before. Obviously, COVID happened. You have all this time to kind of like. Look back on everything, and you go, Oh, for fuck's sake, that was the kind of got away fears about there.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Yeah, it was intense. I think it's because as well, like. Just maybe, I think in my head, I was like, Oh, you can't. I've got a bit, I've got really bad, and everybody I speak to who's done well, this imposter syndrome thing where it's like, I don't deserve to be doing this. What the fuck it? Like, why am I fucking up here doing this? I feel like a fucking absolute. I don't know, just like a fucking I shouldn't be in this position. And I've always had it, and it's like we do the self-deprecating pattern on fucking interviews and stuff, which I do love. It's like take the pass, but the imposter stuff, I had never been more insecure and unsure of myself than after I did really well.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I don't mean being a support actor I always love because if I'm shy, no one gives a fuck because it's like, okay, who is this guy? Do you know what I mean? We did supported Sam Smith on tour and they were really gracious and had us on. But everyone's there to see Sam. No one's there to So, if I go out and have a shake egg, it's like, grant, I'm fucking off. This is great. Do you know what I mean? So, but when it's like people have bought a ticket to see you, it's not a festival where there's loads of other people on. You're there to see you. It just became quite, it was quite an intense.”
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“We're playing these nice rooms. The crowd was like mental, this is class. And I think, yeah, the arena I was like, the arena shows were like, oh, fuck, this is real. This is huge. There's a difference between 2000. Because that's another thing I've got about my history with, especially on the UK, it's really hard to go from 2,000 capacity rooms to 16,000 capacity rooms. There's very rarely in between Minalipali, you can do like 10, you can do like five in places, but it was just like, fucking this is like a big jump. And then that thing of like disappointing people really came into it and then just like...”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I was seeing how big it had gone. Like, do you know what I mean? It was the first time I had, because the way it worked was my songs had gotten, we were kind of always playing catch-up with ourselves in terms of the size of venues we were doing. When we could have done 2,000 cap rooms, we were doing a thousand cat rooms, and then like so on and so forth. So it became like... Was kind of nice because I was like, oh, this is great, like song's flying. That next song's done really well as well.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I saw lots of tweets being like one tweet in particular that was like, Oh, Luce is on, was fully on cocaine, like fucking twitching and fucking all this shit. And then obviously I'm like, oh no, people think I'm on cocaine. That feeds into my thing. It was fucking, but it was fucking horrible. And I think I played the first two shows were in Glasgow. They were like, the first two arena gigs were in Glasgow. And I remember walking out into the, it was like a kind of big Coliseum thing of the hydro in Glasgow. It's like, I'm walking out into the middle of the arena, empty arena with my mum, my dad, my sister, and looking around at me like, oh fuck, this is like... Was just, I think things had got to a point where they were bigger than.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Europe in February and then March was come back like kind of nice sort of fucking victory lap look what we've done this is great arenas can't believe we're doing this in first album amazing it was the worst two weeks of my life that was fucking I hated every minute but like if you look at videos of me on stage I'm doing this twitch that was so bad that it was just like it was I couldn't speak between songs I couldn't I couldn't I had to stop songs and start them over again”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I've done it on stage. I had a couple of panic attacks on stage. We actually We We did an arena tour in Maps 2020, like right up just before COVID kicked off. And I don't know, it was like, obviously, it was like basically it was kind of the combination of this album campaign that we had done for the last record. And things were great. And it was like, we played Australia and done some amazing shows in Australia in January.”
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“That became so bad that I was like, this has to be fucking something serious, like more neuron disease, and all that shit. And again, just the wheels starting turning and all rest of it. So that finding out the Tourette's thing was like a nice sort of like, oh, that's, okay, that's cool. Because I don't mind, like, I never really think that a mental illness or any sort. I just think sometimes I get really anxious and it's fine. Do you know what I mean? It's like it's just one of those things, but I don't see it as this big thing. I'm quite like, I'll talk to anybody about it. If I'm having a panic attack room, I'll be like, I'm having a panic attack, by the way. So just do with that information what you will.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“My head tells me, like, oh, you're about to have a panic attack, you're going to have, and that is enough, like, that's enough hypochondria. It's mad. So it's still something ongoing that I deal with. But it's definitely getting better. I've started taking my medication for it. I've seen a therapist more regularly. Again, the Tourette's thing was like a good sort of it was kind of nice to hear because I started doing this bad twitch on my shoulder. That's actually okay today.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Sometimes things don't feel real, someone will say something to me and I won't understand what they're saying. Like, it's fuck it. It gets like proper, proper intense. But yeah, that's kind of the hypochondria as I've got older is lessened. It's only when I start to have a panic attack or like I start to get really anxious that I'll go right. So I'm dizzy. It's probably anxiety. You're fine. And I'll just be a voice in the back of my head that goes, but what if it isn't? What if there's something wrong with you? What if you're about to pass out? And then in some situations I just, I get...”
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“He's just like fucking, he's mental. But so my mom, yeah, she's really good at like if I'm having, if I'm having a panic attack, my mum has to, like, there's nobody else that can, like, taught me how to love my mum for sure. Definitely. By the way, my mum has had to sleep in my bed as recently as like a month ago because of how bad my anxiety got at one point. But I think that was alcohol related. I had been on a bit of a bender a couple of days before. But like, it gets to a point where I'm like, I can't, I just can't fucking. I can't envision. Not being something like life threatening or like super serious because of how fucking.”
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“I can do it now because I've done therapies and I've kind of been able to sort of Understand my own anxiety and stuff a bit more like. That has made it easier for me to kind of talk myself out of these kind of situations, at least kind of holes that I can dig myself in my head. My mum's also been go to my dad's absolutely useless because he's fucking like he's anxious himself. You're right now.”
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“It's like worrying about it so much and getting access that I was dizzy that would then feed back into the oh, I've got a brain tumor because I'm dizzy all the time. Why else would I be dizzy? Do you know what I mean? I even got so bad a couple of years ago that I went and paid for an MRI scan, cancelled. I was meant to play Austin City Limits Festival in Austin and I just had to cancel the trip because my anxiety about I think there's something serious wrong on me had got so bad that I was like, I can't get on a plane and go to Austin and be away from home. I need to go get an MRI scan and I need to fucking really see what it's something about. So I went and got it and obviously there was nothing in my head. That was fine.”
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“Which was to me made when they said that, I was like, oh, that kind of makes fucking sense. Because I always thought Tourette's like fucking swear than that. I never realized I could just be like ticks bodily thingies. But so I kind of, yeah, as I say, like looking back, I now realized it was all anxiety. But if I thought I had the brain tumor and I was like,”
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“That maybe never actually being ill. I didn't know what being really ill felt like. So my mind would come, maybe conjure something up in that respect. But yeah, no school just became sometimes it could become just really like again at the time I didn't understand it and the symptoms of that anxiety like being dizzy and fucking I used to kind of always go like I used to take big deep breaths at all the time and I used to make this noise which I still make when I go like And it's like, so basically, now looking back, I realized that's all anxiety and actually got diagnosed with tourettes like two months ago or something like that.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Sort of like blinkered view on everything, and I was just like, couldn't concentrate on work I was doing because I was so convinced that I was going to die and that I had this fucking horrible disease and that, yeah, that I was going to be over and I was going to have to go to hospital. I was going to pass out or have a seizure. I've never done, none of that has ever happened to me. I've touched wood, never been in hospital for anything serious. I've never broken a bone. I've never had any major, I never had a surgery. I never had any major illnesses or anything like that. At school, when I was in primary school, I never missed a day off. I never had a day off. I was always ill. Secondary school, I was off ill once. So it wasn't like, it wasn't like I had cause for any of this. It was just like in my head just thinking. And I think maybe that's the thing as well of like, I don't know if.”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So I think I have really bad anxiety anyway, which I never really never reached a tipping point until after. Like getting famous. I never had a panic attack until after I was famous, or after I was a musician, or after this was like, after it got to like a hike. But the hypercontra, I guess, like looking back now, I'm like, oh, I was such an anxious kid. But then, because now I understand it a lot more and I've got a therapy and I speak about it with people and I'm trying to learn a bit more about it. I kind of look back at things I did and realized that the behavior was the result of anxiety. But hypochondria thing was probably where it all started and it was like I would be like I'd be walking around school like moping and fucking like”
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“I kind of remember why I got onto asking her about locking the door when I was a kid. And she was, have you locked the door? I don't understand and I still don't remember how that became a thing. But yeah, no, so I think I definitely get a lot of my hypochondria and my worry and my anxiety from my father and my mother's quite, quite calm, cool and collected. The older I get, the more I'm realizing that. Do you know what I mean? But yeah.”
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“Has, yeah, I think I've learned that from him in the sense that he's a warrior in that sense, but I do think that because I never thought about grandmother passing away as like a big thing in my childhood, which is now when I say that out loud, it sounds mental because when I'm like, oh, it wasn't a big thing however. But I think it's probably that, like, that sort of awareness of death and awareness that you're not around forever and your parents like because then immediately I'm like, oh my mom's passing the way my mom will probably like, do you know what I mean? That's immediately in your head as a kid.”
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“Yeah. The other day he went to my brother's house, chapped from the door. My brother never answered. My brother was in the shower. And my dad had convinced himself there was a gas leak in the house. And my brother, an immediate jump, like, no, like stepping ladder to that. It was chat with door, no answer. Chat with her again. Right Gas leak, something's wrong. Bang in the door. My brother comes out and I tell him he's like, What the fuck are you doing? This is like mental. My dad's, but that's like, I mean, it comes from like an amazing place, but it's something that he just has in his mind. And I think he's a hypochondriac as well.”
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“I think it's not necessarily my mother's because my mum's actually a nurse, so she's not like. She is like the least if I phone and I say mum, I've got a headache, I'm dizzy, I think I've got like a tumor or something. She'll be like, shut the fuck up, you're fine. Like, listen, take some parasitam, I'll go to sleep. You'll be grand. I'll see you later. My dad is a very, the older I get, the more I understand that my dad, I get all my anxieties and things from my dad. My dad's like a warrior for sure. He's a catastrophizer as well. His mind goes to like...”
2022-09-15 · The Diary of a CEO · Lewis Capaldi: The Untold Story Of Becoming A Global Superstar At 22 · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I think that, yeah, I think it is. Kids do, I mean, it's a thing now where people are kind of talking about more kids see a lot more. I actually watched that Joe Wicks documentary a few weeks ago where he was talking about his parents' addictions and things. And he says, like, yeah, kids see so much more and are aware of so much more than we actually know. I totally agree. Because even now, if I'm at a funeral, it could be for someone I have never met in my life. But my mum knew them. If I had to run in my mum's cry, I'd start crying. It's like something that's obviously learnt. You see, I'm crying. One of the worst things you can possibly see your mum or your dad or any of your brothers or sisters in pain are crying or really going through something. And I think, yeah, it's something that just does, even now, sticks with you.”
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“That you saw. Oh, for sure. Like, I mean, it's obviously, I mean, I can't imagine losing my mum at this. I mean, I'm 25. My mum would have been 34 when she lost her mum. So, yeah, for sure. I have vivid memories like. Going into my mum's room, she was crying a bit. I think this might have been where Aunt died, but her crying in bed and talking about and then being having to tell me passed away or whatever. Or like I just didn't, I wasn't fully aware of what was going on, but I just saw her so heartbroken and so. Yeah, so distraught that this happened. So I don't know if maybe that's an interesting thought of like, I don't know if maybe that's fed into it and like me doing anything I could to like either chill him up or distract them or whatever. I don't know. But yeah, it's an interesting train of thought.”
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“I always think I'm out of dying. And when I was younger, my mum used to taught me, and I used to always be like, Have you locked the doors? Like, even when I was four or five or whatever. And a therapist told me that that was kind of like, that might be because of being exposed to the fact that people are gone, like people disappear. I was aware of what death was at a young age. So I don't know if maybe that's like having seen that sort of, like that sort of profound sadness in my mum when she's lost her mum and lost her sister. I don't know if maybe that's.”
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“All right, well, interesting. Yeah, as interesting. I don't know my parents. When I was, I went to a therapist a couple of years ago who had said my mum's mum died when I was three of cancer. Not like cancer. It was cancer. And then a year after her aunt Commit suicide, who was, sorry, my mum's sister, my aunt committed suicide. So my mum lost her mum and a sister in a year of each other. So I don't know if maybe that's, I'm quite like a hypochondriac and I'm kind of like...”
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“I don't know It's a strange one because I never, I guess I never put much thought into it when I was five or whatever, but I don't know if it's like. I don't know if maybe like making a like my parents laugh or something made me feel like oh that's a buzz or whatever or like I don't know”
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“An outgoing kid, I think I definitely like to be, I was probably loud and I kind of like to be like, I guess I kind of like people. Yeah, I like the feedback. I like people watching me do things. I liked seeing people enjoying something that I was doing.”
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“I think prior to being like 10 and prior to, I don't know, yeah, prior to going to high school or whatever, maybe not even like that, but like when I was younger, I was definitely quite outgoing, I'd say. Like I was quite. I remember I watched when I was like five, I watched Austin Powers. Like, I was like religiously watching Austin Powers. I don't know why my parents allowed me to do that. But I would go to family parties and be asked to recite. I'm a fat bastard at Austin Powers, like the big fat guy that he plays. I'd be asked to recite parts of his thing and I would do it in front of everybody and all the rest of it. But it was never like, again, it was never singing. It was just like acting the goat and like take the piss. And yeah, I would get up and recite all these fat bastard bits and fucking. So yeah, I was definitely like her.”
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“That was like you call him these fucking package holidays that you call me a family and they have like kids clubs and they have like entertainment nights so it's like everyone kind of congregates in this Theater kind of bit in the middle, and it's like, then I have a band on, and they have, I don't know, fucking puppet show or some shit like that. I don't know. I can't really remember. I haven't been back since. I don't often hang around. They didn't bring me back. But yeah, so then it was like, yeah, it was just that was the first time we did it, and it was. Yeah, I can't I can't put my finger on”
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“Sort of possessed me to get up and do it. But so that must have been fucking, I've done only I would have been like 2000 or something maybe that happened. But yeah, I still can't put my finger on why I did it or what the reason was for getting up on it.”
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