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  1. And so I was in my mind, that doesn't mean it's not because you're going to divorce, you're going to be a Baghdad. But in my mind, I'm letting people down. I'm a bad dad. I'm a bad whatever. Do you understand what I mean? My way of thinking. That's my biggest fear. Still now is, you know, because I'm learning to be a dad. Like everybody, by the way, because that's, but. You know, some doors I didn't have some emotions I didn't have. I wasn't often at Still not often at home. When did you?

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  2. Particle moment football wasn't really my priority if the CAP was on, obviously, but even before when the CAP wasn't on, it was still football. You need to race, you need to diss, you need to do that. But there it wasn't because it's actually technically, and this is not me having a go at my dad or the relationship or anything, but I was like, You know, when you swear that if you get married, you never get divorced because, you know, and you know very little about life, obviously. And it is exactly what happened to me, or what's happening to me. What are you doing? You're repeating yeah to yourself that, you know, you kind of like. Are they doing? This is why I said so many times, and I would say it again my biggest fear is not to be a good dad.

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  3. You don't want to say it. What were the symptoms? You said the word hurt. Again, if I was a flower on the wall in that room in Barcelona when you were alone, what was going on in your head? Well, just imagine I'd like to please people and everything everywhere was a no. No, I wasn't playing well. You're divorcing. I'm feeling I'm letting my daughter down. I'm letting the fans down. I'm letting my friends down, myself down, everybody down. Just imagine how I am on wanting to please people. And it wasn't happening. Kept on, kept off. But the easiest way to deal with it was to put the cap on. When the cape's not on, what are your thoughts saying to you at that time? As a human being, like did I make the right choice? You know, Anna said it, I think

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  4. You want people to know and you want people to know how you feel that you're not equipped right now to perform. In the same time, you put it on because you don't want them to know. Do you understand what I mean? It's kind of wage. You're like, you know what? Let me put the cape on and then they will attack the player. You want help but you don't want to ask for help. You do, but you don't. It's kind of weird. You won. You want someone to go like, oh, this is what's happening to him. And you're like, thank you.

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  5. Nobody deal with it. You learn, you fail. Again, you mentioned it Barcelona. Adapting to a new life, new language, new team, new way of playing. People don't care. I don't ask people to care, by the way, because that's how it is. But it's not easy. It was tough. Was stuff. Don't see you don't, you know, I couldn't see my daughter for a little while. And people expect you to perform. So, what do you do? You put the cap on. The cape on because that's the only way, okay, you put the capon, you're like, okay, and you do feel that everything goes away. It's a feeling though. An impression. It's a lie But when I put that cape on. Feel like you can see that I'm hurt. I feel like you can't see because now people see the player. So in a weird way,

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  6. You have to perform. And so I said to you, when you put that cape, that's what is asked of you When I arrived towards the end of my career I realized something I was big and something I was missing. I always thought that titles mattered, and yes, they do, but always thought that it's the only thing that mattered. What is not true? Not true. It's how you mentioned it before. It's how you transcend and what you can transmit and also how you inspire people that matters. And I never thought about it when I was playing again because I didn't have those tools also.

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  7. That was my way. Was it the right way or not? I don't know, but it was mine. So Gail was like, you were crazy. I said, I don't know if I was crazy. But that's how it was. For me, I have the euro. I need to concentrate for the euro. So I didn't go. Sometimes can be seen as a guy that keeps himself to himself or doesn't want to belong in the team. Well, I surely did when I was on the field. Me, that's the only thing that matters. Are you going to cover me? We don't have to be friends after that

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  8. Yes for a little while and then you, because that's how the game is, you know, I was talking about Galic Lish, which is my assistant and I played at Fan City and Arsenal with me. We were in camp with the national team obviously being my assistant. So to me, Cherry, do you remember what you did one day? I'm like, I don't know, man. So we won the league. So he won the league with us when we stayed invincible. He said to me, Okay, where was the party tonight? We're going and everything. Saddam going to no party tonight. He said, yeah, but everybody's going. I said, yeah, I'm not everybody He said, Why? Said we have the euro going Everyone went to the party I didn't. So on this then. Me, it was like hey, I have the euro. So you tend at one point not to enjoy it while you're playing.

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  9. Pleasing again giving was always smiling. You see, even now a smile. But goal, no, goal was just like that's what you had to do, man.

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  10. I don't know. I never asked myself a question. I couldn't care less Couldn't careless. Like you saw it. I mean, you saw me play, so I couldn't care less. You saw me, my face was always hard. It was always, you know, I could smile. It's funny, I always say, and this is why I always say to people. And in France, they used to have a go at me because I never used to celebrate my goals. I always used to stand in a stoic manner, way or, you know, always proud or rage. But people never used to see. When I used to give a narcissist, I always used a smile. Watch assist smile goal rage

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  11. In a way, yeah, I couldn't see it, that constant look of to not name a movie, the process of happiness or the pursuit of pleasing people.

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  12. No. How do you look? I just wanted to praise my dad. How am I going to think that if I forward, I'm going to have a statue in front of the Emirates? I mean, how?

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  13. They will follow you. But in football, because of how it is, because it is taboo sometimes to be vulnerable, it is taboo to show emotion, you know, the emotion, that emotion, the crying, the days, the that, especially in my time in a dressing room, you couldn't say anything. It's a bit more accepted now if you say, I'm not well mentally. And thank God for that. By the way. But all the above that you can imagine for me was always trying to be the best version I can be every day.

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  14. I think for me, the best leader you can be the leader or the greatest leader do have that. And I was missing that for a very long time, which in sport, because you have to play a game and you have to, you're not here to have a problem or let's have a talk about it. You know, when you play, you play. It's tough during a season. It's tough during a game. It's stuff. vulnerability and empathy was missing. Are the two greatest points of a leader for me? When you show vulnerability and obviously you show empathy. You can go places. You can go places because if your group knows that you like them and they can relate, although you might be, as you might be hard as, you know what?

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  15. In France on the 16th and the 17th and the 18th and the 19, on the 21st team. So people want to see my pave, they always go like, yeah, I mean. It was always going to be, no, not true. Not true. I always had to battle. When you knew that the oddest thing that I had to do was to please my dad, the rest was nothing for me. Not disrespecting anything that happened in my career, but that was so easy compared to what I had to do in order to please the old man. And my young self is still waiting for that approval. Still, yeah, I'm trying to connect with the little man. I'm going to a different discussion now, but I'm still trying, I'm trying to connect with the little man. You go back, I go back to what you asked me. What did it teach me, obviously, to never give up, do more? But there's something that was missing. That I understood late.

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  16. If you add obviously what my dad gave me, never be satisfied. Do more. It's always what you didn't do well. You know, obviously I had a certain attribute I was fast. That's the only attribute I had when I was young. I was fast. You have guys that are technical or see the game or whatever, awareness or whatever. I was just fast. So I had to work really hard. And I know people will say, oh my God, okay, that cliche sentence. No, I had to work really hard every day. My left foot was poor. Forget about it. And I still didn't manage to be better during my career. I got a tiny bit better. But I worked freaked. I'm going to take a freak. Anything, you know, repetition is key. Repetition always creates habits. So I knew I wasn't as gifted as so many players. Although I did everything that you're supposed to do. I went to Claire Fontaine, I play on the field.

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  17. A lot of guys that I came across in my career helped me develop something that was in me. I do believe that we all have something in. Now are we going to develop it? It's a different ballgame. As you know, my upbringing was rough, strict, and It can go both ways Make you or break you. I decided it was going to make me. I had to put my dad on the side at one point to put everybody on the side at one point and concentrate to the path. Now we're talking about a different topic now. We're going to talk about what I became in bracket the animal I became when I was a supplier. That's a different ballgame. That comes with seeing Denis Berkamp every morning working hard. That comes with seeing all those players at one stuff working hard. And I'm looking at it and I'm like, how am I going to move those guys?

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  18. Values he gave you and you learned growing up until you ultimately move on to Jerventus and Arsenal, the values that made you successful in hindsight when you look back, what are those values that are transferable to any industry or any discipline that put you where you are? Because listen, you know, people People can be born with great genetics, they can be born with whatever, but that isn't enough. It's been proven time and time again that that isn't enough to reach the highest of the highs and have a statue of yourself over there in London. There's got to be a mindset, a character, or values underneath there that creates. Legend. So many things, but that I understood. And you talk about Alsay and you.

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  19. I was often like that. Why was he doing that, in your view? I don't know. Like I always say, you know what? I try to come to terms with it. But you need to understand something. My dad never read, Madame never travelled My dad knows only one way his way and what has been told and if I compare how I've been brought up to, how he's been brought up, there's a world. Faimi Put that down. So you can't be upset with someone that tries to do is best and educate you with his tools. I don't have the same tools. Box of tools. Small My kids would have more tools than me. So you can't be upset with that one. You have to come to terms with how it was. That's how it was. Now. Need to accept it Digesting it. When it becomes tricky Because you can always accept everything, but the impact that he has on you after it's on you to deal with that

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  20. You could just feel his energy. And he wasn't happy. I, I... Turn and I saw I can tell you any posture and I knew if he was happy or not happy or whatever. So we arrived in the car, you know, silence. So I'm like Shall I talk? So yeah, that's exactly how we were. So he goes, like, you So I'm like, what shall I answer? Yeah. Yeah, but you shouldn't because you missed that thing. You missed that thing. You missed that control. You missed that cross. You missed that this. You missed that, that, you missed that. Then I arrive at my mom's house. I always remember he dropped me at my mom's house. Go up and I'm walking like this. And I'm always like, did you lose? I said, no, we want six nil and I scored the six goals And then she looked at me going

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  21. Oh, so many. I mean, that one also is very famous in France. People still talk to me about it. When they see me in the street, they say the name of the team that I played against. Yeah, it's a very famous one. It's true story. We played a game. I was 15 already. Then you can see someone is kind of good or not good. We won a game 6-0. I scored the six goals. And on their way back, you know, so I stepped out of the game. And I knew, I'm sure you're the same. If I was like this, I swear, you believe me or you don't believe me, the horror of my dad, I knew, even without looking at him if the man was happy or not.

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  22. The pressure of pleasing him, the constant, he was always there, which was good, don't get me wrong. But it's like for everybody, you're not going to be always on top of your kids in whatever, because at the end of the day, you don't help them I needed to make mistakes by myself.

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  23. The, you know, making sure that he was understanding that he couldn't come anymore by if he's asking me for some tickets I wasn't maybe sending them at times or stuff like that you know because talking

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  24. Thing is, how do you To have my career is my life. When he did everything. For you at that moment as a dad, by the way. How do you make him understand that now I need to fly alone?

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  25. Connect with your missus to connect with your kids. Because the way of connecting before was very minimal. Think about it. You never So now you arrive at home when you stop your career. You're like a guest. That's what you do, you guys when I used to play It's not understand me well. I'm not complaining. I'm not saying, you know, people have, you know, I understand, I'm just trying to explain what I went through, what I'm going through.

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  26. Oh, wait, I'm going to admit it. Now they see my weakness. They see my things. You see your weakness. You feel it. It's difference. You know, it's like whatever it is for you. That's when you put your cap, you're like, okay, you know, put it down. You're like, oh, I don't like that so much. So, how do you deal with that? This is why, I mean, when I say you die, obviously strong, understand me well with what's happening in the world at the minute, it is strong to say, but that part of me died, never come back, that can never come back. The thing I can sing. You can have your concert up until I can't play anymore To deal with that And that It's tough to deal with. It's tough to deal with because that's your medicine. Can't take it anymore There's another life, there's obviously it's not the end, but you need to learn how to be at home.

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  27. Actors often. Go into depression or problem when they go into a character for a movie. Because at one point they don't know who they are anymore. They become that character. So when you put that cape as a player, More than 20 years, and you have to be what you have to be for people because you might transcend them. Because of what you transmit, the feeling that you have of your club and with the fans. that almost like you're like, yeah, I belong when I had to fit in for a very long time. Now I belong. When that goes Wear that cape And when you wear that cape, you feel different. responsibilities, performing, losing, winning doesn't matter, but you know the next day what you need to do in order to compete. To cape on when you leave that cape, so that you're naked.

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  28. Used to deal with a normal life since I'm 13. I never had a normal life. Understand me well, I'm not complaining. I'm just saying to go back like to the real world, it's a shock to the system because you're actually technically not equipped to live in that world.

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  29. Because then it's easier, you know what to do. Well, I knew what to do, even if it was painful, whatever, I knew what to do. Is why when you go there, I don't know. So it's easy for a little while when you have your career. But I think you remember that as an athlete and I say it and I will maintain it, you die when you stop. After a competitor dies. I can never play again in the prem. I can never play for France anymore. I don't care what people say, you can play football. None of that level. Not competing the way I used to compete. Not part of me died. So people don't teach you to die. So now you are going to face all your problems. Because you could put them on the side because you're playing games, because you have other things that will cover that. But once everything stops, we're not used to be at home.

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  30. I use that lines often, you know, I got educated and my kids are re-educating me. My kids Save me, they are saving me every day. Every day I see something new that teaching me to be a dad, a better dad, not a better dad than my dad. This isn't what I'm saying, myself, a better dad. And the opening doors that I didn't know how to deal with. It's very... Know sometimes when you like I can see sometimes when they look at me how much they love me and how much they like, oh, that, but if they only knew, actually, I look at them the same way. You know, thanks for being here because it would have been tough. As an athlete, as long as you stay within that frame, you can feed whatever you need to feed to satisfy that little thing that you have your ego, you're avoiding your problems. Because you prefer to be the athlete than the human being.

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  31. No, not at all. And like I said, you don't think about it. I think about it now. This is why I said to you, I can now see that the human being is missing a lot.

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  32. Yes, but in 95, yeah, you have a chance, but not a lot of those guys. It's still very minimum, the guys that made it. The guys that went there. Still very minimum. This is why, you know, the usual 2% success in 1998. To be part of the 2%, it's very difficult. But to go back to what we were saying. Does have an impact on a human being because you didn't have a normal Young life. It's not the same. What you're exposed to right from the start is very difficult to deal with.

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  33. It is. It is, and a lot of players come from me. If I gave you me, Anelka, Mappe, Gallas, Papange, I don't know if you remember Jean-Pierre Papin, but a lot of players came from that academy.

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  34. It's a preschool, pre formation. You have to pass four, so one weekend you come, they take the best 20, then they do the same in and around, not far from Paris. Then the weekend after that, you have the 20 from that place, 20 from that place, 20 from Paris, then you bring it down to 40, you bring it down to 20, and eventually, obviously the 20 goes to that school of Claire Fontaine to teach you how to play football. And you go to school from, by the way, eight to three. After that, you play football.

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  35. About everything. The human being was missing almost everything. You need to understand Stephen, I left my house, I was 13 People don't realize that While you at thirteen years old you leave your house. And you're already dealing with the pressure of succeeding because you're trying to enter Claire Fontaine. So already here is competition.

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  36. Because he works. Like, don't be too satisfied with what you have tomorrow, so another day. You need to be good again. So I was like, okay, I need to be the best. I need to please everybody again today. I need to, you know, my happiness and my sadness was always through people. Because I didn't know. I didn't know what used to make me side or not side. I was always through. No, you happy? Yeah. You know, but me, I was always like kind of, I won't say dead. The word is not dead, but expressing my feelings was very difficult, apart rage and anger. Rajan Anga Because the same is something that I didn't do So I'm getting upset, so it gives me a feel always.

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  37. I didn't even think about anything else than pleasing him. I wasn't even thinking about what he can do for me after. But because I was always trying to do that, then he carried on with everything. I never wanted to let my teammates down. I always wanted to please them. I always wanted to please the fans. I always wanted to please because I grew up with wanting to please him. So I never stopped. You're looking for something that came from obviously what happened to you young. So he helped me because at one point it works. He works with sports. Because it's great to stay grounded. It's another day and to be the best. So that at one point connected well. But technically, he didn't help the little me or he didn't help so much the human being. He did to a degree help the athlete.

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  38. Obviously, you're always trying to get the nud, the approval. You were great. You're progressing. So always now you miss this or you miss that. For a very long time. Until not that long ago Always, my thing was to please people. Because I never got that access, that access was never granted when I was young. On that subject, understand well, on that subject. I was always looking for that approval, which When I was young never came.

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  39. Well, first and foremost, because you said it and I knew what he said, I knew what he said because everyone told me after what he said. The way he behaved, I knew like if I want to make him happy, it can only be that. And you wanted to make him happy. Yeah, I think we had a discussion that talked about it. But yeah, I always say, and I think I said it, what you fear will master you. My fear and what was the most difficult thing for me to do as a man and as a player ever was to please my dad. The hardest thing I had to deal with to please my dad. And As you can imagine, I heard it after. Very great on my God, on my this, on my dad, or from everybody or whatever. But the little me never heard it. It was always what I didn't do.

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  40. Mainly, I know. Apart from holidays, and I'm going to see him because at one point he went back to live in Guadeloupe. So I'm going to see him back there. Or I know I was saying him at the weekend or is coming to get me for training. So it's even, it's like a double thing. I know I seem a lot thanks to football. And I know if I want to make him happy, it will be through football.

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  41. Honestly It's just When you hear what is said, That will you can understand in a way exactly what we're going to talk about, obviously. Do I wish that he said something else? Not at that moment knowing my dad, but do I wish that he behave a certain way after? Yes, but what he said is what he said. You know, some people said different stuff and he didn't have an impact on your life or not. We're talking about it because I became a football player. Maybe if I didn't, I wouldn't have been here to tell you my story. So now what he said is okay. It's what came after that didn't impact on me.

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  42. Definitely not my choice. What choice do you have anywhere when you're young? But if your mom wants to play piano, At one point you turn and go, like, hey, I've had enough of the piano, or you've had enough of the guitar, or I've had enough of judo, or I've had enough of track and field, mom. But this is what I'm saying. Whether I thought about it or I didn't think about it, I have That I

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  43. So, what comes next is that I was programmed to succeed. So whatever was going to happen was always going to happen. It took me on the field. I was maybe five, six. It's funny how you don't remember stuff at times that early, but I do remember the first time it took me on the field just to strike the ball. Just to strike the ball, just to strike the ball. And that's about it. And from that point, it was always a mission. I was on the mission To fulfill his dream, to please him, to... And by the way, don't get me wrong, At the time, I don't know how much I liked it I cannot know. All I knew is I didn't hate it.

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  44. Weird because, you know. Weird and happy and at times why and thank God Wish, and I will explain Because after that, you can imagine. What comes next

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  45. Early doors, early doors. My dad. This is, and I said this so many times, this is exactly what he said the first time it took me in his arm. He didn't say people joke about it up until now because that story, it's known, but he didn't say that, you know, my God, it looks like me or it doesn't look like me or he has a big forehead or massive lips or a big nose or whatever you say, oh my God, he's done a good looking one or, you know, whatever. The first thing it did say is it put me in, yeah, this is what my uncle's amount, he said. This baby will be an amazing football play Is what I know people say, yeah, right. This is exactly what he said. He puts me down and you put me down.

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  46. You got to fit. Yeah. You got to fit. So make sure it's going to be, it is a cliche thing. And I'm sure you heard it at home. It's going to be... Grew up with I can't make any mistakes.

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  47. Yeah, it does. Obviously, he does. But like I said to you, I can't help myself. Like, it was always what I didn't do. Whoever, my mom, my dad, you know, it was tough. Caribbean, Caribbean way. It's just what, you know, you didn't do enough. My dad was very particular at times on our as a... As a player, as a little boy, it was always like you didn't do that well. So obviously, when you hear that more often than not, that's what's going to stay.

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  48. This is where that stayed with me up until now. My attention to details. Comes from the fact that Was always what I didn't do that mattered. So if I walk in the room, I can straight away see what's wrong. Never was good, which is I'm working on. It did help me in my life and it still does help me because I can assess the situation pretty quick and see if something's going to go south or not. Or There is something wrong or whatever, I will notice it straight away

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  49. Nobody. But understand me well. I did not know that I had to speak to people to feel well. I didn't know anything else. So I can't be sitting here saying, oh, I wish I don't wish anything. I just didn't know that when you had a problem, you talk about it, whatever it is. You had a fight You feel well about, so you were ashamed about something. No, you go home. How was your day? Good if you've been, you know, something happened and the headmaster called at home or whatever it is. And then you didn't do your homework or whatever. But if you ask me, are you okay? I'm okay.

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  50. I didn't know those tools. I didn't have a door first and foremost to be able to know what it was. I'm sure you understand what I mean. Until now, when I hug my mom is weird. And I know people are gonna come on, it's weird. You know, I won't stay too long. You know what I mean? Like, I'm like, okay, that's enough. Now, I mean, maybe I went too far with it. Did I go too far? You know, because I don't know. It stayed. It stayed. I didn't know how to deal with that. Was I even aware of it? It's when then I went to other people's houses. Lad on, or when you speak with people and they tell you they have discussions. Whatever. I'm like, what? Guys, discuss All right, must be nice. In a bad way, understand me well. But I saw it was. You know, you get on with it, you get used to it, it becomes a norm.

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