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Mia Khalifa

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“shriveled insec Quiet probably or too loud just because insecurity screams. Not somewhat well, actually, no, that is someone who I would want to be around because I feel empathy for her. And I forgive her.”
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“That's the one that just was her shift also. That was her moment of now I know who I am and I'm unapologetic about it. It might not be the bubblegum pop girl you thought I was or wanted me to be. This is who I am and this is the person who's not going anywhere”
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“Surrounded by people who energize and recharge me. And 10%. Fuck it. 10 just if something feels right, do it. Follow your instinct. But, like, I'm kind of scared of my instinct a little too sometimes, even though. Yeah, 10% just listen to your gut.”
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“Because I love it. I was custom making the things that I wanted that I couldn't find easily hand laureates and foot laureates and belly chains and bra chains and all of this stuff was extremely hard to find. So I was accustom making it and paying a lot for it. Very excited to put out something that is Extremely delicate and precious and beautiful, but also affordable.”
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“I'm really, really excited to launch it. It's called Caitan. It's the inspiration is. Every woman who I've ever admired, Arab girl who chooses yellow gold over white gold every Women in general huge inspiration behind it, its body jewelry for the most part, but it's also lifestyle. It will launch imminently and yeah.”
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“Emotional intelligence and a good relationship with their therapist and with therapy in general, someone who's constantly working on themselves and is self-aware and understands the ebbs and flows of life and emotions and how it's not always going to be even Keel, how it'll oscillate, but oscillate doesn't necessarily mean go from good to toxic, it means go from good to needing a little more support than you normally have.”
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“Barry, but I'm also not trying. I've been a serial monogamous for a while. I got out of a long term long ish term relationship a few months ago. Difficult. It's difficult, but I also haven't tried. But I don't know what I'm expecting. I haven't gone into the dating world in... Maybe six years. I've been in long term relationships.”
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“Yeah, I wouldn't mind stealing a four year old, someone who's already like into cartoons and stuff. Maybe that's the route I go by I go for.”
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“The answer is Two-car garage. Decent backyard. Very successful still operating companies that I'm very heavily involved in still. I don't plan on retiring anytime soon. And hopefully a kid on the way.”
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“I think that TikTok is my favorite app, and I think that I'm very lucky that TikTok is just, it's where I spend the most time. I kind of just get it. I get it. It was very easy for me. I love TikTok.”
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“Know about that. He's also. No, no. Well, he's a very popular chef. But no, that was more of. Irreconcilable differences. No, I'm just kidding. We weren't therapy for a year. An entire year we tried. We were separated for Three months I lived at an Airbnb. I moved out of the house. We tried. It was more so it just very much came down to, we got married very too early. We got married too soon before we actually knew each other. We got married in the honeymoon phase and we were just very different.”
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“They think they have ownership of it. Which they do not, is my dog's name, and they try to convince me not to use Khalifa because they said no one's going to know how to spell it. But yeah, I'm constantly in fear of they're a billion dollar corporation. The amount of lawsuits that they field on a daily basis. Being sued right now by. By a company that does MLB trading cards because they're trying to do trading cards Of actresses.”
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“Everything, all of that combined, all of that combined truly. I don't think I could have done it without. Shout out to Lexapro without the LexaPro without my support system, without my job, without people in my job encouraging me to. To pursue what I want to do and to not let fear of Of having something taken away from me or having something”
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“College guys, like men, you know, it just made me uncomfortable because I knew why they knew me and it wasn't until I started accomplishing things that I was actually proud of that changed. Didn't feel that same gut wrenching, visceral feeling of shame when I would hear the name Mia or get called in the street or anything like that. The more I accomplish, the more proud I was of what I've built and what I've changed and all of these things that I've done, the more comfortable I got with being recognized because inherently people were recognizing me for other things. Women started to recognize me. Everything kind of shifted the more that I do and continue to do, the more The more that changes, like I rarely get come up to more by women now than by men. And I love that.”
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“Started to accomplish other things and I started to be proud of things that I've done and things that I've kind of shifted and diverted into in my career. So those first few months to a year in Austin, I felt very, I had a lot of social anxiety and I didn't go out much because I didn't want to be recognized. I felt like I just didn't want to be recognized. I didn't want to be looked at. I didn't want to be perceived. I didn't want to leave my house. None of that.”
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“Kind of glad you asked that because it's a huge contrast to what it is now, even though it's kind of still the same. I would get recognized and I would get come up to and I would get asked to like take a photo with someone all the time, but my reaction to it is completely different than it is now. I would want to crawl into a hole and hide away and be ashamed. I was so embarrassed. I felt like a A warm feeling in my stomach, like I had just been punched, or like I just found out I was being cheated on or something. It's just a very painful, visceral reaction to be recognized and to know what you're being recognized for. And it wasn't until”
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“Yeah, he said, like you need a psychiatrist. I can't prescribe you antidepressants. You need a psychiatrist. Here's some recommendations.”
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“Being violated all over again and having no control, like it's like trying to run in a dream, as hard as you try, it's impossible. And it's a very daunting feeling and you feel claustrophobic and you feel like you're trying to breathe underwater and all these really, really awful things that are out of your control, that's what that feels like. And I try not to think about it for too long”
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“It was really that 2019-2020. Oh, really? Yeah. Yeah. I went on. Lexapro, I went like I that was when, I mean, maybe I was depressed, but it was never diagnosed. I had two therapy sessions a week and a psychiatrist and I was on lexipro, I was on propanol, I was on beta blockers, everything for anxiety, depression. Of that. All of that was in 2019, 2020 when everything started to kind of get rehashed and I felt like I'm very, very grateful to be out of. The depths of my depression, but something that does keep me up at night, anxiety-wise, is where things are headed with AI and deep fakes and things like that, because that feeling of”
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“I was acting on instinct. There wasn't a time when I sat down and thought, what do I want with my life? I needed a job. So I acted on instinct. I applied to things that I felt like I could do. I'm good at paperwork. I'm good at just administrative things. I like being left alone. So I didn't want a job where I was working with I was always acting on instinct. There was never really a plan. What felt right? It felt right in the moment to get an office job. It felt right in the moment to leave that one and go to another one. It felt right in the moment to leave everything and move to Austin. It felt right in the moment in Austin to, well, actually, I had a very, that was the first time in my life where I started forming a core group of friends and people who were still in my life to this day. And they were the ones who convinced me.”
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“Yeah I'm really funny trauma makes you funny Built character No, of course there's a silver lining. I'm sitting in front of you today, happier than I've ever been. I am not the sum of the things I've been through or the adversities I've faced. I'm not the silver lining is fucking happened. It's over with. It's not over with, actually. It's following me for the rest of my life. But I am no longer in the mental space that I was back then. So it's over with for me.”
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“So they all go by aliases too. Being called out by their legal government names was not something they took kindly to. And that is why they chose to release the video that the footage was corrupted of 10 years ago.”
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“Didn't shower, then it brushed my teeth, didn't eat, didn't leave my bed, was crying all the time. Anytime I would open my phone, I felt like I felt like a prisoner in my own body and in the world, more so, not just in my own body because. I didn't I couldn't scream loud enough. There's nothing I could do to make it go away or to make them stop. Honestly, the worst part about it was I knew that if I went on and actually spoke about how. How much it impacted me? That's what they would want. That's exactly what they would want. They were very annoyed that I started naming them by name. And that's when everything started. These individuals probably. Value their privacy more than anything in the world. And it's because of Of the unethical and immoral things that they've done throughout their careers in this industry.”
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“I mean There is It's a very expensive lawsuit against a billion dollar corporation. It's a conglomerate. They also own, Bang Bros isn't the only company under that umbrella. It's a very wide reach.”
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“Yeah, not forever, not in your lifetime, not in our lifetime. In perpetuity of all lifetimes and all existence, who needs that much control over a young woman's body?”
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“I don't think that's ever going to be possible unless the laws change around the rights that they have. It's just those two words in perpetuity.”
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“And even me saying this, I already know that some of the responses back are going to be from women in the industry that say, no, it's not, no, it's not. It's great. It's fantastic. Everyone is so nice. I love this company. I love working with, I love all of this. And to be honest with you, I think that that rhetoric is grooming. I think that if you're going to enter the industry and you're going to be an advocate for it, it has to come with a caveat and that caveat needs to be You shouldn't enter the industry unless you've already kind of been in the industry. It shouldn't be a first option for you. Like that shouldn't. About it more. Wait on it more. The age to go into the industry should not be 18. Putting contracts in front of 18 year old girls that have the words in perpetuity on them. Do you know how dangerous and predatory that is?”
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“I have a very Unfavorable opinion on it. But I do think that there are ethical and unethical ways that you can support sex workers and consume porn. As someone who is a creator or as someone who is simply a consumer, there are ethical ways to do it. Granted, any company has its downsides, like even only fans. Has trouble policing and regulating the people who are on their site and the Every company has its downsides, but I would say that the major production porn companies are all predatory and abusive and unethical and Prey on vulnerable young women.”
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“I think they're threatened by like you said earlier. Most people in my position aren't in my position because they This is the outcome that the girls want who enter the industry, most of them who entered the commercial porn industry or the mainstream porn industry. They want the fame. They want the infamy. They want all of that. And I think for the first time, these individuals are experiencing someone who is fully aware of what was happening and is fully aware of what is and isn't ethical and has the platform and the resources to speak on all of those things.”
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“Because the people who are behind it aren't exactly the CEOs. It's the who don't like that I'm out here talking about My experience. It's very much individuals, not the company, but these individuals do have the power to speak on the company's behalf”
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“I was living in LA Um Yeah, I was living in LA. I was doing my own thing. I was starting. Figure out what it was I wanted to do and where I want like things were really good that year. It was the year I had that little cameo in that incredible show Rami was really That was a huge moment for me and I'm so grateful for that moment and I'm so upset that that moment was kind of overshadowed by all of the negativity that came from the porn company in the subsequent months.”
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“Oh, yeah, yeah. It was when it was post everything, but it was. In the midst of the porn company going after me publicly and releasing things and digging up footage that was corrupted in 2012 in 2013 whenever it was shot and releasing it like it was new and that coming back into the new cycle and them just being Extremely abusive and exerting In proving that they still have control over me because I signed a contract that says in perpetuity on it.”
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“Yeah, probably even in Utero. I mean, my parents grew up in the Civil War in Lebanon. And I lived through a lot of conflict in Lebanon, whether it be civil or the surrounding countries or whatever. But we left for a reason and it's because it was dangerous. So I think I've always had that. I jump when I hear a noise. I jump when someone who's been in the room for four hours with me speaks even though they haven't spoken because they haven't spoken in ten minutes. Like I get scared. Like I'm a jumpy person. Probably because of that.”
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“The owner of the company just made it so I like I can't go on job sites. It was a distraction. It was not a good idea. It was people would be that in that situation people would be inappropriate sometimes. But yeah, I started to feel like a burden in the office is where I was. And I hated that feeling. And I was actually sitting at that construction job in the office when I was talking to Rachel in the DMs like I'm going to move to Austin. Let's do it.”
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“I did it. I did the application and I went into it thinking this is the shift. This is me putting me a Khalifa behind me and this is me like trying to be a real human did not work. Everyone in the office recognized me. It was a very uncomfortable work environment not because anyone was overtly inappropriate. It was just simply being in an office, knowing anyone who walked through did a double take and is like, are you? So that was uncomfortable. And then after that, I worked at a construction company just doing bookkeeping and office work. And same thing. I would have to go on a job site.”
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“Nothing really much to say. It was for an insurance defense firm. It was pretty boring and it was very much like corporate, the insurance company that they represented was, it was Geico. So it was like a very boring thing. And it was just paper pushing. It was really weird to work there, especially since that was my first job where”
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“I think it was How overwhelming everything became so fast. Like that, that was the reality check. It was like a when they turned the lights on at the club at four in the morning, like, whoa, the floors are sticky and nothing looks the same. This is not what I Signed up for, it's not what I expected. I fucked up.”
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“Yeah, it was, I mean, it was the day I met my best friend on Twitter. I didn't meet her that day on Twitter. Her and I had been following each other for a while. She posts memes. I like them. Vice versa. Her and I were talking about something. Oh, she said, I'm looking for a roommate. I'm asking around the office for a roommate. And I said, what if I moved to Austin? I don't want to live in Miami anymore. And then I started looking up. How do you move states? Like, what does it take? What does it require? What paperwork do I need for my dogs? Like all of that stuff. And then within a month, I was packed up and moved.”
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“I had nothing to lose, and I think that I also knew I need to get the fuck out of Miami. I was in Miami at the time, and it was where everything happened. And I just did not want to be there anymore. It felt daunting. It felt like walls closing in on me everywhere I went.”
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“If I hadn't moved to Austin, I wouldn't have started therapy. I wouldn't have, that was the domino effect in a positive way in my life. I could have gone a completely other way. And it does for so many people. So, so grateful that I was able to get out”
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“The tiniest, tiniest, tiniest bit of confidence that gave me the confidence to take the risk of moving to Austin and starting a new life. And I was so lonely. I was so broke. I was so lost. I was so confused. But all I was completely 100% sure of was I was. I don't want to do porn. I've never wanted to do porn. I'm never going to go back to that. And standing firm on my ground in my morals, in my boundaries, in just everything, that was like the tiniest glimmer of confidence starting to grow, standing firm in my boundaries, even if I didn't know that was a boundary. I couldn't pinpoint it. I couldn't call it that. I didn't know what it was. I didn't have the verbiage or the knowledge or the self-awareness to call it what it was. But that was how it started. I would not if I.”
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“Loneliness. I was living in an efficiency Inefficiency is not even a studio. Where this rug cuts off to that wall that is wider than what it was, but definitely the length, my toilet, my bathroom sank was also my kitchen sink. There was no stove. There was a broken window that I had tape over and there was only one window. It's a room. I think they're popular in South Florida or like, I don't think you have them here because I don't think they're legal to like sell as living spaces Very lonely, extremely lonely. But at that point in my life, loneliness was better than what I was doing before. And that, I think, was the start of”
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“It's hard. It's hard. That self awareness is like, I mean It's no. And especially once you start realizing things about people in your life that you've kind of put rose colored glasses on for all your life to make up excuses or to kind of change the situation in your head so that you don't actually have to face what the reality was or the fact that wow, this is actually a really situation. This person that I Love who's supposed to support me, who's supposed to be there for me was actually not that great in hindsight, not even in hindsight. In 2020 site, in actual vision.”
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“Yeah. Absolutely. I spent so much time wondering why I did this. This is not me. I was in it for such a short amount of time. And the entire time I was doing it, I was also asking myself every day, why am I doing this? What is wrong with me? What is wrong with me? That's like the number one question. I know what was wrong with me. I had low self esteem. I had no boundaries with myself. I didn't respect myself. I didn't like myself. So many things were wrong with me and all of these things anyone can work on. It is hard though. It's hard. Once you become self aware, there's no going back. I think I cried more in the first two years of being in therapy than I ever did going through anything I did in my life, in my adolescence, in my early teens and anything.”
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“It's the show with Raven Simone on the Disney Channel when we were growing up. And she has these visions. She's a psychic. And she just like stares off into space and then she zooms out and then she zooms back in and no time has gone. But she saw maybe a 30-minute vision play out. But she comes back and it's been like a split second. And that's how therapy feels like. It takes me back and I analyze that moment and I understand that that moment is not this moment. And my friend cares about me and she's not actually trying to make me feel like no one wants to play with me on the playground just because she said you can come if you want and not I want you to come. You know what I mean? I think that's That's the magic behind therapy. It gives you time traveling superpowers.”
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“A loaded question because I'm so grateful for all of the information I've learned about myself, like the dots I've been able to connect, like how. Being triggered by something A friend of mine says is actually related to the way that I felt like the way that I felt ostracized on the playground when no one wanted to play with me and like one little thing, even though they didn't mean it that way or even. Had any malicious intent behind it has then taken me back to 12 year old girl who just feels so alone and doesn't know what she did wrong and just wants to people please and I think the best part of therapy is within a split. Yeah, have you seen that So Raven?”
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“The biggest role. I don't, I mean, I'm still in therapy. Don't see myself ever stopping really. I cycle out therapists. It's like. Yeah, I love it. I love feeling like, okay, I'm ready for a first start. I'm ready for someone new. I'm ready for a new perspective. It's a way to keep me grounded. Every week I have to sit down and analyze. Myself, my thoughts, my past. I have to dig down and actually come face to face with the decisions I've made, my ways of thinking, my relationship with myself. There's accountability with therapy. And I think that's the biggest impact. I guess accountability. Yeah.”
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“Think a pretty large one. My weight now still fluctuates and the more that I've worked on myself in therapy, the less that bothers me and affects my relationship with myself. So even in the months where I feel like I do not look like myself, I don't feel like myself. I've let myself go a little bit. It doesn't affect me the way it used to 10 years ago. I don't fall. I don't let it get to me as much anymore, but it did for a very long time because it was I weighed like 60 pounds more than this, which is a lot.”
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“Yeah, exactly. They're the interesting ones. They're the juicy majors I didn't see myself doing anything other than whatever I had going on the next week. And then I guess the furthest I thought ahead was, I guess I'll. Work in archives or work in a museum or something. I didn't have a plan like, oh, I want to be a teacher or something.”
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“History Yeah. Didn't really see, even then, I didn't see a future doing anything. I just thought I really enjoy studying history felt like. Watching a movie. I'm enamored with It's my favorite subject. It felt like the easiest thing, the second easiest thing is like psychology.”
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