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Mike Dowd

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“Well, if you don't mind, I'm going to say it again, and I said it on the soft light on the belly. Everybody needs more love. Just love just love each other. List Just listen to your friends. Listen to your neighbors. Just listen patient love. You'll find that we have more in common than we don't.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“It's the funny thing is, I could have made $150,000 if Diaz said I should have taken the money from the robbery where they left the money behind. He said, you should have taken that money. At least I know someone would have got it. He said the cops got it. Yeah, so yeah, so I mean, listen, there's a thousand stories in that city. Every day was a, it's like being in a movie, but you're just actually part of it every fucking day. It's just insane. Listen, I loved being a police officer. I didn't think that I would. It's the greatest job in the world if you have the support that you need. You can have a wonderful day as a police officer. You can have a horrible day. But in the end, all you really want is love.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Finding something and taking it like that would be the corruption you would run in today more than anything else in that kind of Level of corruption, but systematic corruption of the bureaucracy itself is massive”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Not to the extent that it was. No, but there's always some, it's always, here's how today, corruption is today, hit and miss. Scores, opportunity. There's no systematic corruption today. There may be a few. Maybe a few, but very few.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“He gave her two hundred thousand dollars in overtime pay. This is what goes on. That's the corruption that goes on today.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Listen, they had the girl bend over and get taken up the ass. Excuse me. The police chief Grab the lube from his location, bent the girl over the couch, and fucked her in the ass.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Just everything changes, but it's still corruption. And so when I was a corrupt police officer, the corruption was at the lower level because it was a street level corruption. Today, it's all up at the top, and it's plenty of it. It's all about big budgets and money power.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“To feel that and to be constantly reassured, I think that that could make some significant changes in any person because as I'm thinking it through, I've always was seeking my mother's approval. I mean, every problem I ever fucking had with a woman, I would always profess my mother's, I don't have my mother's approval. Somehow it would come out. I'm disappointing my mother. And that never has left me. I think now I'm okay. My mom and I are pretty cool. You know, when she told me she was praying for me every day, I'm like, I don't even think you liked me. So, yeah, so.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“You're getting back to my mother, okay? You get me back to my mother stuff. And I've always been seeking my mother's approval for some reason. My dad was always pretty proud of me, you know?”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Well, because we never know that we're doing enough. To be full of pride can be damaging, but for others to be proud of you. Like you wonder what did I do? That would give you a sense of pride on my behalf, let's say. Why would you be proud of me? Well, because I like the way you handle people. You go out of your way, you know, which is both showing love. And it's a reason for you friends to be. I'm proud of Mike. Why? Because he sacrifices of himself for others. Like that's sort of in my nature, I guess, to begin with.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I didn't know my kids. I know. How could you? I was gone for 12 and a half years. My son was six and a half. He went to college My other son was eleven months and he was going into second year high school by the time I went to see him. Well, first year of high school. So I didn't know them. So that was a tough situation to walk into. And yeah.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Yes, when I first came home, I didn't even know how to order a hot dog. I didn't know how. I didn't know how to matriculate for society. That same moment I came out of the shower and I stood there and I said, what am I going to do with my life? I got to get a job. What's it like to get a job? Forget about it. You're disparaged the public's trust. You rob drug dealers. You sold drugs. You did cocaine. Oh, do you want to hire me?”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“You come out to zero. You are zero, like what we all measure ourselves by what we've gained over life. I don't have a car. I don't have a dollar. I don't have any clothes. I have nothing. And now I'm forty four years old, but I had to. Not everybody could get that.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Yeah, that's quite the story. I looked out the window and I saw my brother's two kids. I didn't know their names. I'm looking at these two kids. Those are my nephews. I don't even know who they are. And then you see the tears flowing? That's 10 times the first shower I took in freedom. And I didn't know if it was the water or my tears that were cascading over me. That's no exaggeration. I had to rebuild a life from there, but without doubt, and that shower, without that moment of realizing the loss, see, people don't realize the loss. The losses from the time you graduated high school and finished two and a half years of college, you left that, and then the next twenty fucking something years of your life, a zero.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I am so grateful like before. That would be the best way to describe. Yeah, because I didn't have that for my parents growing up because I was the one. I was the star. I was going to break my family someplace. And in the end it came back to The people at I was always told not to be like don't be like dad be somebody else You know, my mother she came from a broken home. Don't be like your mother. Be like somebody else. But these are the perfect people. It all comes back to that really if you think about it. Without them, I'd be inside, in it.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I don't even know what guilt is anymore sometimes. I just think it's, I have passion for what they've had to deal with. So if you can translate that to guilt, I guess so, but for me it's more like they're amazed. That's amazing what they did and what they still do. Like maybe there's a sense of pride and maybe some shame.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“They persevered when I didn't think much of their travails that they were going through. I wish I could be them to my kids. When I reflect on it, I'm like, I'm not them. I can never be them. I just can't. But yeah, it's really heavy for me. I don't think anybody asked me that question before because that's really... I mean, I'm 64 years old, bro. My parents are 80s, you know. On this earth are numbered for all of us, and we don't know when the next one's going to come or not. And with them, I call them almost every day just to see, you know, hear their voice, make sure. Everything's good? Yeah. Okay.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Because my brother's not very lovely-dovey. She's not and because my father was, you know. When you're raised by my mother, I was raised by nuns, very cold and calculating. Never go to church every fucking day.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Every My father leaves the room, but we get to. So you guys are always fighting, that's what your mother does. She's the one who keeps you. The bat. She puts you on the mat. My father, that's okay, we'll get over it. My mother, she calls you to account Brother holds you to a cup.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Bob was always the The weather vein of what's right and wrong, right? I float with my mother my whole fucking life. She always kept me on track and tried. She's tough, she's still tough To fucking get me uncoxy.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“She took eight months to come see me. Yeah. And then she finally came and she didn't want to let me go. Know that was She had, she went to church every day.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Yeah, but I was fortunate enough that see I went to prison as basically a racketeer, right? And I worked with the Dominican drug gangs. 30% of the population is Dominican slash Puerto Rican slash drug dealers in that realm. Then you have your street peddlers, which wouldn't be the same level. And then you have your white-collar guys and your bank robbers. I was a cop sentenced. I was sentenced to prison as a police officer for violating human rights, for beating and abusing individuals. I was sent to prison for doing what everybody else in there was doing. So the landing was a little bit different. Now, don't say it was not easy. I didn't have people opening a welcome mat for me. But there were some people were kind and that helped made my bid go well.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I was devastated. I was devastated You don't know how you're going to react. I was pissed and devastated. I got to survive this. Like now you go right into survival mode. I got to survive this. And how am I going to do that?”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So when I was sitting there waiting to get sentenced, I think I'm going to get seven, eight years. And sure enough, she was firm and gave me what she thought I deserved. Mr. Dow, that's 168 months. So I'm going, what the fuck's 168 months? And she knew it. She goes, that's fourteen years.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“That's the dichotomy of this whole thing. It was the greatest relief of my life. But I jumped back in like a fool. The word fear always comes out first for me. Fear of not being able to provide from now I got a wife and two kids. Because I was told I'm getting 25 to life by the state of New York. That'll make anybody consider running. I don't give a fuck who you are. Now you're a police officer in your 30s, 25 to life. You know, so you know you're getting 25. So maybe 30. So now I'm 30 something years old. If I get out at 60, maybe if I live through it, I'm looking to go. Bottom line. Now, whatever opportunity comes along, I'm looking to hit on it, whatever I can do. So I'm like that fish. They dangle that bait. Eventually that fish is going to bite that hook”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“No, now I'm angry Now I'm pissed off. I'm pissed off because you got to realize I'm a rat in a corner trying to get out. You throw some cheese in front of me, I go and eat the cheese, and then you poison the cheese, which is Kenny, bringing the fucking poisoned pill to me of this kidnapping theory that unfolds.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Correct. and leave the country. So, what does that do? That makes me, it takes me from a low-life drug dealer to a low-life kidnapping murderer guy. So then I'll never go home. You see? You see how they're good? They're good. They take you from being a drug dealer who's going to get fifteen, twenty years to a murder, a kidnapper.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“There's a scenario comes my way. There's a woman that owes the struggle organization half a million in cash and ten kilos. All we have to do is go get the money from her and the drugs, and I can pay my family back and we can leave the country and Kenny's going to join me. My partner's back in. But that wasn't the plan. The plan was never to kidnap her. The plan was to go in with some flowers. Push her out of the way, take the money and the drugs. But Kenny was working for the federal government right now wearing a wire. He called me up for the drugs that brought me into his conspiracy and they made me the kingpin of his conspiracy.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Now, when I get out on bail, I'm clear headed, but I don't know what to do because I've never been in this situation. I don't have a job. I have two, three mortgages to pay, I have Hondo on the ocean in Myrtle Beach, I have three homes. The tenants stop paying the rent because they saw I was arrested. Now I'm back in the chase again to try to get my life back together. And then it turns into a whole new scenario, comes my way. I'm out on bail. I end up making a plan to go to Nicaragua if they can become a shrimp fisherman.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Being honest and fully disclosing the tragedy of life, the experiences of life can do for the next person. And so that's really where I'm so happy that I've been able to do that. I have a purpose and it keeps me connected. You know, look, what's your cop is sort of always a cop in a way when there's going to be cops? He's never as a cop. He's a bad guy. Well, you know what? Fuck you.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So it's not hard for me to say any more because if you choose to have a conversation with me about those things, you're going to hear things that you may or may not like, but you chose to be in this conversation. You, your audience, people that listen, there's a lot of people that hate me out there, but I know this for a fact. I have people today reaching out to me that have attempted suicide 10, 15 times. Cops that have had the gun in their mouth, and then their son walked in the room, and then I spoke to them the next day. I mean, I can go down a list of them. So you never know what”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“You're logical. People that live in fear of consequences? Don't think of that. They think of the immediate consequences, mediate gratification. A guy wants to get high because he wants to feel this now, but he doesn't realize that later on that cost, the consequence to that job, career, freedom, future, relationships, all the damaged one incident can cause. But if you own up to something immediately and accept the responsibility for it, people have a choice then. You know who I am, you can either interact with me or not. But I don't have to have a false front on when I speak with you or interact with you.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So it's and you'll know this from life itself it's easier to tell the truth in the end than it is to lie because you have to remember the lies every day and live with the pressure of being uncovered so accept the hard knocks that come along with living honestly and you'll turn out to be a better person so part of my lesson is If you don't have any bumps in the road of life, you can You really don't know that much about life, right? You have to learn how to overcome adversity. So go ahead, live a good life, do the best you can. And if there comes a point where you want to, let's say, experiment with something or take risks, just accept the consequences. If you're going to stick up a bank, there's going to be consequences, maybe. And if there isn't any consequences, it's going to haunt you.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Yeah, I mean, some people kill themselves. people overcome it and become the better version of themselves. Either they make Lemonade of the lemons or they go on to become ruinous. And I told you, I'm looking for that diamond in their pile of shit. So to me it was freedom.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Still do today. It was the best thing that ever happened to me. If I could capsulize, put that in a bottle the piece I had at that moment, I could probably live in that piece my entire life and wish for that piece, the peace that comes over you when that pressure comes off your life, because I no longer have to live a lie.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I wasn't scared of being arrested. I was afraid of ruining my life. and living a double life, you know, I'm lying to my wife, I'm lying to my family, I'm lying to the department, I'm lying to myself, I'm lying to my young child, two children at this point, everything's a lie. There's anxiety and fear in that, the fear of arrests really never entered my mind.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“When I was going to work every day, I was going to work with anxiety and fear. I no longer had to have that fear it was gone. Of course I didn't know what I would be facing. I figured this would work out. Like that's how I thought.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“It was the biggest moment of relief. You know, you asked about life changing. Lovest Points, this was the best feeling in the world, almost, like almost. Like, I was like, finally it's over. It's finally over. I can go on with my life somehow. I didn't know it would take almost 15 years, well, even more when you think about probation and below this shit.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I don't even think a week. I think I think a day. I'm going to make bail. I'm going to beat the charge. That's how I'm thinking.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So I knew I was hit. I turn around and walks my mother's cousin from Suffolk County Police Department. He says, Mr. Dowd, you're under arrest for conspiracy to distribute narcotics.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“They put me in a car. I get in the back of the car. I say, I got to smoke, I got cocaine in my pocket now because I see my clothes. I couldn't take it out and leave it in my locker with them standing there. I go, you guys, can you open a window? I'm smoking a cigarette. I'm chain smoking. That's okay. We'll be all right. Are you sure you guys are going to choke out? No, no, don't worry about it. I'm trying to get the cocaine and throw it out the window. Anyway, they pull up to Lefrac City, and there's probably 60 cops, sergeants, lieutenants, captains, inspectors, all of them, lined up with their brass on, all in uniform. I'm like, what the fuck is this? For a drug test? A little strange. I got out of the car. I go, I could just, I can't dump it here to here. I can't even dump the Coke. So I get upstairs to the 16th floor, and there's the lieutenant who's been waiting for me for years. He goes, Dowd, how are you? I got a good, sir. How are you? Good. He hands me the cup to go take a piss. I hit just on a bump.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“And I'm getting a little suspicious. I just picked up the package off with Kenny. I pulled up to the station house and I see a car there that looks strange and I see two guys in the front seat and I walk into the station house with my partner and the desk officer he points he says the captain wants to see you and walks these two guys that were in the car that were out in front of the precinct with their badges out lieutenant so-and-so internal affairs we're taking you for a drug test And sure enough, went downstairs, got changed. I couldn't even get changed. I couldn't get my clothes off. They were so close to me. I couldn't bend my knee. I was like right up my ass. I'm like, excuse me, guys. I said, am I under arrest? They go, no, no, no. Are you sure? Because you're awfully close here. Anyway.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So it's ninety two. The day after Randy King writes, May 4th, May 5th, I had just made a deal with Kenny, Urell, my ex-partner, who was in a cocaine business with him, his wife, and his friends at the bowling alley. Kenny Rell kept calling me up for drugs because the price had doubled, and he knew that if anyone could get it I could, and I did. So I got him a couple of packages of cocaine, let's say three or four. In the meantime, his phones were tapped. Because he was the target of an investigation on the island. On the following day, I'm driving around and my radio's extremely quiet. No one's caught. Nine fours quiet anyway, Williamsburg area, but really quiet for last two, three days.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Listen, I was in prison for, well, I was sentenced to 14 years, which, by the way, was a pretty fair sentence overall, I guess Every day in prison, I thought the next day I might go home. And I did that for 12 and a half years. That's how powerful the mind is.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“You know when the kid goes into the barn and there's a pile of hay and shit in manure and someone tells him there's a diamond ring in the middle of that pile of shit and the kid gets a shovel and he starts shoveling looking for that diamond ring That's how I am I'm that guy looking for that little diamond in that pile of I'm an optimist.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Well, I was hoping that they would offer it Messages were being dropped. This guy's no good. They're going to arrest him soon if he continues on. The words to me were, you're going out one way or the other and it's not through disability. You're either getting arrested or fired.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Well, it meant that you isolated. And that you had no camaraderie. You didn't have the reason that you enjoyed being a cops because you had brotherhood camaraderie safety protection like any organization that you belong to. And I basically didn't have that anymore. And that affected me in my decision making going forward from there. So I just couldn't stay stopped. You can stop it, but you got to stay stopped.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So they would be, they would shun me, not want to work with me, not want to partner with me, not want to back me up, not invite me to any social gatherings. So I was basically an outcast now. I went from being the guy that ran shit to an outcast.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I came home, you know, it was an eye-opener because I thought, great, I'm going to get a fresh start. It turned out that when you become a straight lace guy, when you've been known to be corrupt, the process of getting to become a police officer in full respect is very, very difficult, maybe never. It may never happen. So in my case, because I tried to do the right thing and I'm not trying to. Trying to shift responsibility because it's always your own responsibility. Because I was trying to do the right thing, cops got nervous because this isn't the guy we heard about. So that means he's here to set us up.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Drugs, alcohol, women violence. Violence is coming. I mean, you're turning into a violent potential killing machine. I was going to become the exact thing that you would have said you don't belong in the street ever in your life again.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT