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Mike Dowd

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“Probably would have said he's a lost soul. It wasn't a nice you become you become God like you get the God complex. You feel indestructible. But you see yourself declining like the weirdest thing in the world. You know you're going down a rabbit hole But the whole time you have his false armor”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I became the direct results of poor decisions and the environment that I was in, which I could see looking back at the time, I became whatever was in the environment. I became part of the environment. Or robin people, robin drug dealers, because they all did each other that way. So a lot of people say, well, that's the environment they grew up in. You know what? I can see that. So I can relate to that. It doesn't excuse the behavior. We all know that. There's no excuse to the behavior. But I became the environment I was living in.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So I want to be accurate on the reason I went, even in spite of losing my marriage and my kids and my house, it wasn't the driving force, the driving force was I was going to lose my job. That was the driving force. At this point, I didn't want to lose the job. I'd rather leave the job on my own terms than lose the job.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Just because it was like a way to release all the built up, I don't know what the proper word is for this at this point, stress, anxiety, guilt. Because I was I knew my internal strife about what I was doing was wrong, I was not able to publicly grieve. I'm really feeling bad right now. What do I do? You know, I rob drug dealers and I sold some cocaine and now there's a cop dead as a result of cocaine. Do I tell It's my own prison.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“What a cop does what I did was I would go in my bathroom, close the door. Read the paper and cry. I don't deserve any sympathy for that. It's just my way of letting go of all the guilt I was living with throughout my career as a cop.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Well, I would say that that's when I really took that. into drugs and alcohol more deeply. And that's when I ended up probably three to six months later I ended up in a six months later I ended up in rehab.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“But no on duty police officer had been killed ever in East New York to that day. It's almost like I was connected to it. And so it was tough. It was tough on me as a human being, never mind as a cop that was doing wrong. I mean, we allowed them to stay in business. Even though there was little you could do, the fact that you knew what they were doing and the fact that you partook in some of the spoils of it, you feel that you're directly connected and responsible.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“But they killed a cop, and that's, you know, everything's, what does Tyson say? Everything's, it's all good until someone punches you in the fucking nose. Well, that's like getting punched in the nose. What am I really doing? It was hard to swallow. I don't think there's no excuse. What's the answer to that? It's not behavior that, or it's... In East New York, the cops are the greatest in the fucking world, okay? They dealt with the worst scenarios that mankind can present. And at that point, no cop had ever been killed in East New York. Some have been shot, some have been injured”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Yes, all because it's just the whole thing I was involved in drugs in East New York and I was involved in protecting drug organizations and now a cop that I didn't know was killed. And that doesn't matter that I didn't know him because he's a cop. It's not acceptable. The fact that a cop was killed is not acceptable. And now the guilt that I lived with was that I was protecting people that may have either dealt with those people or been associated with those people.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I hit Mach 1 right down there and I pulled. That was the first car on the scene. I jumped out and Elvis goes, Elvis is telling me, yeah, they just robbed us. So I shut it down. We're on the scene no further. I think it's a 90 x-ray, which means it's unfounded, so that would stop the police approaching the location. Basically, I have the scene closed down. There's a guy upstairs, the cops are upstairs taking shit out, like cash and drugs. The thieves couldn't get it all. There was just too much. I go, what are you guys doing? This is crazy how this happens. I go, listen, do you have a sir? Do you have a search for it to go in that house? The young cop. I'm seeing you guy at the scene. They go, no, I go, so what are you doing? You can't just go in there and take the shit out. Technically you can't, but you can because it's an exigent circumstance. You're allowed. So they got bags of cocaine and money. So I got the cops to put the cocaine and the money back in the fucking house. Don't ask me.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Well, that's when they got the robbery with Coke and Franklin. So Franklin and Coke were the local bandits. They robbed all the drug dealers because they were just straight up killers. They didn't care. And they went to his spot. And they're not going to kill you if they don't have to if you give up the shit. So the kid walked them upstairs. Elvis was his name. Walked him upstairs to the apartment with all the drugs and all the money in it. And they gave as much as they could up. And someone called 911.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“More than once, yes. I probably was involved with him at this point for about three or four weeks. I was able to pick off a pending raid that I didn't know they were going into his store. But I knew there was a raid gonna happen. So I walked into the store, picked up two Heinekens, walked up to the counter, opened up the Heinekens, and told the guy behind, I didn't know the guy behind the counter. I go, shut it down. I shut it down. He looks at me, I go shut it down. You don't know me, I don't know him, but he knows. I walked outside and I say within an hour and a half they were hit with a team of 30, 40 narcotics detectives. And I don't think they found a gram of salt in the place.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I can surveil your buildings and your locations. And if I know of any impending raids, I could give you a heads up. I said, but one thing I did say to him, and I'll say it through the camera, if anybody gets hurt, I'm giving myself and you up. Because that's not what this is about. We agreed to with the terms. I'll do what I can for you. I said, I can't promise you anything, but I will do what I will do for you as best that I can. So now Diaz started paying me $8,000 a week. Listen, I'm now making eight thousand a week splitting with my partner who didn't deserve any of it, but whatever. That was more than the president of the United States at the time. I mean, that's a pretty powerful feeling for a civil servant cop.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Yes, correct. And we had a nice sit down, him and I, we had a discussion. I said, if you want to talk to me, you bring $24,000 in cash. I don't know why I didn't say $25.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“No, no, no. I said, well, you take the hit off. My pager went off 20 minutes later. And he said the hits off, I don't want to do any more business with you. There was a $700. Please leave us alone.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“because Baron Perez knows everybody in the city, in the drug business, because he does their cause. He said, is it hit on you? He said by Le Company? I said, okay. I went out that same day. I saw his car. I never met the guy in my life. But I knew his car, the company, the boss I pulled him over. He didn't know who I was. I told him license registration. I just threw the papers back in his lap. I said, you put a head on me. Turn as white as that Because now I'm standing over him and he's sitting down in a little tiny Renault. He's looking up at me. I said, if you want to put ahead on me, why don't we clear it up right here? I'll let you get out of the car. We'll do 10 pace walk off. You turn around. I'll turn around and we'll shoot it out.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So they paid me $7,300 instead of $8,000. So I told him I need the rest of the money. The deal is a deal. And they said, you know, we're not paying you. We're done. So then I threatened them and I shut their business down. I talked police cars in front of their business for a week, and they put a hit on me.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“The time, yes, but there was street level mostly. They had their own organizational structure, but they dealt with all the street level bodegas.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Company was Dominican Drug Organization that ran small nickel and dime spots throughout the city, lots of them, like dozens of them. And they were basically based out of Bodegas.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“He was not a front, he had made a legitimate business, but in his business would be all the dealers in Brooklyn would come in.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“He was the strong man. So, if you owed money to a drug organization, he went out and collected So he was a police officer who had a job collecting money for a drug organization in Harlem.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“He was suspended. He was an officer on suspension And he was suspended from being the gun in a drug case in Harlem. He was the collector in Harlem for a drug organization. It turns out?”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Well, that's different now, but I didn't, because I didn't know who it was. It took me years to figure out who it was, but in the interim I ran into him again. I essentially arrested him without arresting him. I gave summons, which is an arrest, in a way, and he was so pissed off he made a complaint against me and he was suspect. At this point he was suspended.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So finally I go What do you want, bro? Enough is enough. I'm fucking your wife every time you go to work. I'm fucking her. No, no, no, no. Oh, really? Yeah, she gets off the train along the railroad and I pick her up. I bring her home and I fuck her. Oh, okay. Thank you very much. I said, why don't you come by? And we'll straighten it out right here. You and me. He goes, why don't I put a bullet in your fucking head while you're standing there in front of the window?”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“And he goes Listen, Mike, anything but drugs. You got to turn them in. It was hard for me to do this because now I'm turning on a guy that I know was involved in drugs and I know what I had done previously. So I call and turn off. They were at my house in forty-five minutes. Like hello? I mean, my house. I live 45 minutes from them. They're at my house in 45 minutes. They do an interview with me. Long story short. They put a lineup in front of me. I picked the guy out. So later on, within a week or so, I'm getting phone calls to my house at two three in the morning. But every day, it's going on every day. For about a month like the time.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“And he had a Mercedes-Benz 380 or something Mercedes-Benz, whatever it was. His license plate on the back of his car said B Scott. Less than a month later, about three weeks later a mountain Long Island and there's the car. There's only one B Scott, all right, in New York Plate. And I pulled over and I said to my wife at the time, I said, get a good look at this guy He went up into a crack house. There was only one crack house in the whole neighborhood, and that was it. He went up into it, and then he came out. I said, why left? I went home and I spoke to my neighbor, who's my wife's uncle, who was a detective in the 102 squad with 28 years on the job at the time. I said, listen, I want to talk to you. He goes, what's up? I told him the story, the scenario.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I'm working in Coney Island. I was sent to Coney Island to get away from East New York because they knew I was hot. I mean, the story is so big and deep. It's just crazy. The bottom line with him was I end up in a dispute with him somehow.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I would leave that up to her. the mink coats and the new cause and the trips around the world you don't do them on a cop salary”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“You know, it was in the back of my mind for probably five years, just never left, and thus you constantly are. Your anxiety levels up, your body starts to go numb, and you wonder what's wrong with me? What's wrong with you? You're living by three different lives. You know, you have a wife, you have a girlfriend, you have drugs, you're a cop, you're selling drugs, you're shaking people down. Everything's just fine. It's never good.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“That specific case, I drove right to my drug dealing friend's place who had an autobody, auto sound city. They put the sound into cause I went right to his shop. I dropped off to Dope with him, and he called his buddy that sold the heroin in the area, and so on and so forth. And that recycles back into money.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Like good, we agree. So that gets me away from the scene. So now he goes up the stairs, I go back into the garbage pail, pick up the green laundry bag, and put it in my car, and I leave. So now I got to go to a drug dealer, get rid of it.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So one time I put it in a laundry bag which was loaded up with heroin and cocaine and i don't know whatever else was in there and i happened to be lucky there was a a row of garbage pails along this person's entrance way as the sergeant was walking up the stairway to investigate the scene with us to secure it and make sure everybody was doing what they're supposed to do i take this bag and i go like this and i put it in the garbage pail He comes up to me. I go, Saj. There's a guy dead in the doorway, they shot him through the eye hole. I said, there's another guy shot upstairs, and there's a bunch of guns and stuff up there. I go, but there's so many cops here, I'm going to go 98, which means I'm going to go back on patrol. He goes, good. Like, good idea.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“cocaine and heroin my partner wanted the guns I said what are you gonna do with the guns this money this is money that's a gun and people dead so the guns may be connected to the crime so just”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“wouldn't know because I'm not going to tell you Now if you happen to say something to me that you hey wait a minute something went down there I'd say and what do you want to do about it? You want in? I'll tell you a funny story, ready? Let me go to the scene. I don't want to describe because it's lengthy. Long story short, the cops show up with the cops, but the cops show up behind us. And they go, oh, that's Dowd and his partner. Leave them alone. And they turn around and they walk away. So the officers knew, just, I don't want to see what they're doing because they're not unculpable or responsible for what they're doing. And that's how it became.”
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“The accurate answer is somewhere. The best description is you would never know. You would never know I might'cause I know what's going on, but if you were a cop that was not involved, you would never know”
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“Sal Yeah, I doubled my salary, tripled my salary that year. Things like that come along. So there was opportunities. So you would call that a score, right? Opposed to an ongoing thing. Because, like, boom, it's there. It's a one hit and wonder and it's over. Every job in East New York, nine out of ten was involved with drugs. You're exposed to it. It's your choice on how you deal with it. You're the boss. You are the boss. You show up, you're the boss.”
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“They weren't that large. I'd say 40,000 to 50,000 at one time, which back then was good money. You're talking about two years' salary, you know?”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“So it's a dichotomy, right? Because I put the uniform on, I go to work. And if you are not in the drug business, you're going to get a good police officer From my perspective. You may never say that. You may never agree with it. But if you had a car accident and you needed a police officer to take the report, bring it to a hospital, I would do all the arrangements, do whatever best I could if you had gotten robbed, I would do the report, I'd take you to a hospital if you were injured. I mean, I responded like a proper police officer. But if you were in the drug business, you were mine. I mean, how else can I say it?”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“My partner at the time took some home out of the blue, and he came back and handed me a couple hundred dollars one day. I said, what's that for? He goes, that shit we've been throwing out is cocaine. We ain't throwing it out no more. I got somebody that wants it. So he's bringing me cash. I was like, okay, well, it ain't that bad. I mean, for me, it was like, I didn't see it. I didn't do it. So I was okay with it. And then it becomes like anything else. It softens the blow for the next step. And eventually I would lead to me just whatever dope I found I would take. And if I couldn't find it, I'd see one of the drug dealers and say, give me something or give me something for discount. I mean, it becomes you become a market maker at that point.”
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“I don't know why. They didn't tell me why. And it was very disheartening because I think I could have helped save the guy. But what am I going to do? Wrestle with these guys? And, you know, they go get the, they're in charge. Senior cop on the scene is in charge.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Yeah, he's going to be okay. Don't worry about it. Go get the ambulance. Like, shouldn't we do CPR? No, no, no. You go outside. I was a kid. I was a rookie. And these two old timers were like, don't worry about it. It's going to be all right. Go outside and direct the ambulance. And like two minutes later, the ambulance showed up. They started CPR on the guy and he died. To not render aid when you think you can make a difference, that hurts.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“I felt bad because I was talking to her. Knowing he's going to die. And one other time I felt really bad, some guy who was, I guess he was getting laid, young guy, big, heavy set, strong, powerful black guy. His wife is like I looked at her. She goes, I'm like, I knew I could tell it was a sexual thing. They had sex. And fucking guy was like 35 years old. He was either dead or dying. He had a heart attack. I wanted to give him CPR. It would be my first actual CPR case. And the two cops I was working with go, no, don't worry about it. Go get the ambulance.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Yeah, a couple times, but more important one that strikes me I was talking to the guy who was going out. I knew he was going to die. He was stabbed in the stomach and he's looking at me and he goes, I'm getting cold. I go, yeah, it's going to be okay. He says, I'm getting cold office. I sat out. Are you going to be okay? We're going to get you to the hospital. The Abelin showed up like five minutes later. He was barely conscious when he got in the ambulance and he wasn't going to make it. He died. And that was sad because I couldn't do anything for him. I'm like.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Go back about two or three blocks. Guy's dead in the street. And I see a tire iron. So I said to the people a jacket or a tire iron? And they go, yeah, and they point over to the street where the tire iron was for taking the wheels off a car? This guy could have shot us. He's dead. It could have been us. Or if we did toss this guy, he could not be dead. So when you come that close to death itself, Your survival instincts give you an ability to disconnect fairly quickly from those types of scenes.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Initially my first DOA was my first day. Guy jumped off a building and landed on his head. That bothered me because the family showed up. It was horrific and I got to hold the family back and don't touch him because he could be a murderer. We don't know. We don't know why he's dead. It's a crime scene essentially. I began to see people shot, stabbed. You have a total disconnect, like really quickly. The first shooting I was at was doing a midnight shift, and the guys were doing a burglary of a car. They were stealing tires and tire irons. And I said, we should stop these guys. My buddy Sal's like, nah, my partner, nah, let them go. Slate. Someone flags us down. Hey, this guy's trying to steal tires off a car. So now I said, look, we got civilians complaining about the same people that we should have just tossed.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Out having a couple of beers with your buddies, and your boss, who's got 20 years on the job at this point, so he actually could retire if he wanted to, and he says to you, if I don't see it, it's yours. He says, but let me know so you can throw me something later on. It was like the whole vision of this thing changed at that moment Basically saying if you get there, it's yours. Take what you can before I get there. Because I don't want to witness it because I don't want to have to witness it.”
2025-04-03 · The Diary of a CEO · Corrupt Police Officer: I Arrested Drug Dealers, Then Sold Their Drugs! There’s Massive Corruption Going On Today! - Mike Dowd · IDENTIFIED FROM THE TRANSCRIPT
“Is that it? I go, yeah. I go, but I felt like he was asking me too much. So, well, I did have this, and I took out a thin stack of hund And he goes, Oh, anything else? I go, no, that's it. I said, you know, I didn't want to take it full of blood. Later on that night I run into him at a choir practice they would call it bullshit and having a couple beers I said let me ask you a question what if and I say and I come across money what if I kept that 600 he goes I was annoyed that you gave it to me Just the picture of the moment. You're 20 something years old. You broke. You know, you come to work, you know, you'll survive.”
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“Not then, no, no, but shortly thereafter there would be. where my sergeant who was a murder scene dead kid twenty year old shot in the head and it was a marijuana spot This money is drugs. I mean, listen, it's overwhelming when you'll come across these things. There's a dead body there, and you're entrusted to handle all this stuff, and you're broke. And so I took a little thin stack of hundreds and put it in my pocket. Turned out it was like 600 bucks. And as the crime scene was being processed in walks my sergeant James Otto, he says, is this it? Like two, three pounds of marijuana? Well, she's like, this much marijuana. It's a fucking big pile of shit. Know it was like $1,500 in cash stacked all over here.”
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“That was from a blowjob. It wasn't from the. The girl's ass hit the fucking buzz up. I'm like, what the fuck? The big back. It's three in the morning. You hit the buzzer. I'm in the back of a courtyard of a nine-story building.”
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“I would say it was available and I've some advantage of it, but you know, there was some. Yeah. A girl says hello and you go and you go fuck her. I mean, is that a is that like a benefit of the job or is that your promiscuity?”
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